no appetite

felt quite dull since i woke up.
the only thing bright today is probably getting the job interview tml.
didn't eat much for lunch.
dinner ate one bowl of rice... mum questioned me abt it, i just said i have no appetite.
not sure whether is it the aftermath of the flu... or is she affecting me.
didn't bother to tell her my job interview tml, she didn't care about the last.
it's hard to keep myself from talking to her, and even harder for me not to think abt her.
i have no idea what's going on between.
but i know she's keeping mum about a lot of things from me.
her lies haunt me by the day.
just push me off the edge, and i'll be off.