Tuesday, January 29, 2008

The changes of weather

felt like sending her an email.
so i sent it. hmm.. i would say... i'm kinda dumb. oh well~


i kinda thought of another meaning for breeze, rain & snow.
it represents the feelings, in a cycle.


Breeze


i enjoy this the most.
the cool air brushing against your entire body.
feel the wind taking away your fatigue and revitalise your very soul.
it gently reminds you to take a moment and have a good look around you.
gives me a smile just when i needed it.
that is probably how i started out with her.
slow and relaxing, calm and soothing.


Rain


it's the kind of weather that has both sides.
and after rain, comes the light. that's another side.
most ppl would hide away from the rain.
i would rather let the fluid drench my whole.
sunshine looks much appreciated after the dark clouds.
sometimes it's a light drizzle, others are thunderstorms.
all i hope is a rainbow, that may appear somewhere up there.
doesn't it seems like a part of relationship, up and down or merry-go-round.
the tears and tears you experience, thereafter is the joy and happiness.
the rain will come, if not sooner, then it's much later.
under the darkness, in the rain.
is that tears, or just raindrops rolling down your face.

Snow

white in its purest form.
pure in its whitest form.
it's formed by the tiny crystals of H2O, i think.
* * * * * * how's that for some snow? haha...
the feelings that were once fluid, solidified to this state of matter.
no more ups and downs, no more tears and tears.
no more joy and happiness, no more smiles and laughter.
all that is left, is just a frozen piece of memory.
cold, what do you expect otherwise?
some ppl can do so to their feelings.
keep them in the freezer compartment of their heart,
and just let everything turns cold.
too much to bear? too hot to handle?
my heart seems to be snowing in the month of Jan.

i like talking crap. it's kinda fun becuz you dont really need to hold back anything since it's all rubbish.

slowly freezing up my feelings. let's wait until the weather gets colder.



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