if every subject has a gender...

then psychology is a girl.
lots of variables, many things to argue, in-depth.
and if i like something, i rather it be female.
psychology sounds sexy, doesn't it? haha..

but as sexy as it seems, i ask myself again...
is she the one?
everyone knows psychology is a dead end after 4 years in singapore.
unless you have the financial ability to go overseas, spent a few tens of Ks
and try your very best to get a master.
then again, i don't even have the confidence to get at least a 2nd upper.
1st feb is the final date.
what can i change to?
hmmm... i wonder why i just don't really take a liking to any engineering course.
all my life, my academics are modelled towards this kind of future.
and now i twisted it x degree where sin x = 1.

maths? nahz.. some things i just find it hard to get it right.
but i realise psychology needs a strong background on statistics.
after doing this taxi project for the whole week, it's part of the psychology thingy also.
as if next time i'm going to do these kind of analytical stuffs, and publish those reports.
siao liao.
i'm so dead.
it's like taking fm when you fail maths c, in year 2. so bad.

business? not for me. the risks i take, hahaha... i will go bankrupt very soon.

went to town with tan and xy.
i beat tan twice in daytona. the second time, he smashed his car right into the wall.
it was after a very nice tackle. haha...
wanted to watch movie, but nothing nice.
going back, we were talking abt the 7-11 near the ai where we used to patronise after soccer.
used to drink free big gulp, eat free... what you called that sugary, or salty sweets, or the bear thingy.

as usual, i went home alone. but... who don't go home alone? haha..
it always feel lonely when the wind is blowing.
the calm breeze always seem to remind that no one is by my side.
but i kinda like that, becuz i'm missing her.
yet i rather not, and be beside her.

i can almost confirm i'm giving up on it.
come on... where can i find the time to do?
that's bullshit.
when i concentrate and keep moving my hands, till the end of this i will rest.

it's silly to ask ppl what they want for bday.
but i just have to ask.
i know the content even before the reply came.
i don't know why i ask. i just do.

but if you ask me what i want, you.

it's weird to wake up at night, and first thing i check was the hp to see if she replied.
it never did happen, but i always check.
and i finally get disappointed after like 1 hour of semi-conscious, then i fall back to sleep.
wake up at 7, and check again. -_-
sometimes, i just like to be a bit of autism too.
some part of me, just don't get the social interaction part.
some part of me, get too attached to someone.

i'm tired... oh ya, saw chio bus today.
hmm.... good to be young. but i'm not a teenager anymore.