Saturday, January 19, 2008

i miss you...

woke up, and suddenly missed her.
suddenly felt like holding her tight.
suddenly wanted to make her all mine.
and suddenly, i couldn't let go.

yesterday went to cpt jeff's wedding after work.
went back to afs to get my cos.
Very Good.
can't blame them for giving me Very Good and not Outstanding.
my Outstanding effort was in 42, not afs.

loitered around toa payoh before going to cq.
it's those little chances of seeing that makes me wander around the streets.
this is what i call... foolish.

what does a special friend always means?
it means you're always just a special friend.
the meaning is easy to interpret, just that the person refused to interpret it the correct way.

i don't understand why this time i want to hold on.
every msg comes and i hope it's her.
every call that comes, and i know she will never call, but i still hope it's her.
every msn alerts, i hope she initiated a chat with me.

when will i understand that we're not meant to be.
when.

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