happy bday cs

well, it's a fcuked up day at work.
the project i'm working just got thrashed by the professor.
like.. ya, as if i know those things lah.
i havent use my brains for 2 years, and now you expect me to come out with a professional survey for the public, considering all the things that i'm learning from scratch now. i'm totally at a loss, blank.
that's it.
after this 3-mths project, i'm done with this shitz.
the place is far, it's not really fun.
most jobs are not really fun, but this is really not fun.
although boss is friendly, but it's not fun.
firstly, i feel super underpaid.
i'm bringing home 1.1k for doing this.
i might as well extend and go back to 42.
secondly, there's no job satisfaction.
becuz all the things i did is like... half-fcuked.
i couldn't find all the required data.
i don't know which one i should do myself, or should the boss be helping me in.
thirdly, i don't have the required thinking skills and knowledge.
LIKE I KNOW THE DIFFERENT SITUATIONS OF GIVING WAY ON THE ROAD?
i don't even have a car license.
you two have, i'm freaking blur.
how do i ask questions, when i don't even know what to ask?

anyway, happy bday to cs.
haha.. then tml is another 2.

maybe not going to sleep tonight.