i don't really like mobile phones

last night i called once, the call didn't get through.
i redialled, it rang but wasn't picked up.
she must be getting a lot of calls then.
busy, from answering others.

my heart was racing when i called.
the adrenaline flowed when i thought of hearing her voice.
must be that i rarely call ppl up.

i lay on my bed getting ready to do up the project.
was tired so thought of just resting...
12.30am came. i checked the phone, nothing.
1am came. i checked again, nothing.
1.30am, i checked. nothing.
i heck care the entire thing and went to sleep in a very uncomfortable mood.

surprisingly i dreamt of her. -_-"

woke up at 6. i'm getting the hots and colds in the room. maybe getting sick.
vian msged at 8, woke up and start the project.
then now i'm trying to finish it.
probably can't complete by today.
tomorrow ba.

hands are tired.

my body feels weak.

the heart pumps fatigue.

i really don't know whether this means anything to her a not.
she might be thinking of another while i'm doing this.
but since i've started this whole thing,
might as well continue to finish it.