a story to share

the boy and the girl were childhood friends.
during their schooling years, the girl will approach the boy for any problems.
at the age of 18, they both went into the same university.
doing things together, studying, going to the canteen.
at the age of 19, the guy asked her to be his girlfriend. she nodded. it was their first love.
after 2 years, the guy left her, becuz he want to love another. she was heartbroken and cried. they were 21.
at the age of 26, the girl got married. she was tired, just wanted a shoulder to lie on. the guy, still finding a better one, one after another, countless relationships.
and after every failed one, he thought of her.
there was once the girl and her husband got into a great fight, she went out for a ride. she thought of the guy, and the past.
becuz the girl worked in the media business, the guy often avoids her shows. he thought of the past too.
at the age of 29, the girl got divorced with her husband.
sometime at the age of 30, the guy got hold of the girl's number and asked her out.
they met, reminisced.
i think they got together in the end.

saw jieen on sunday while on train after First Rule at yishun gv, stupid show by the way. it seem that she became a bit.. bigger? the first look it seemed like her, but i thought it wasn't becuz she was rather bigger. in the past was already 前凸后翘, now i suppose it's more prominent, especially her butt. maybe becuz of dancing ba. i missed irritating her from requesting staplers with liang. she gave the eyes that would mesmerize many, captivates their hearts. but most of the times, she was giving that look like she was going to kill me and liang.
not forgetting yuuuwuuuu sitting beside her.
it's fun in school, especially secondary school. you get to irritate the hell out of girls, and get away with it. if not, just borrow the stapler from someone else loh.

what i wanna show, is also what i wanna hide.
what can i do, to show and keep it hidden at the same time.

i saw someone brought up a similar issue i have some time ago.
who i wanna be?
hmm.. i chose a part of me long ago. some ppl called it pervertic. others went into extreme and called it pornograhic. i call it, normal.
other than that, the many sides are constantly evolving and changes with time, environment, and people. you can behave like an idiot infront of your friends, but not your relatives. similarly, you can strip in front of your spouse, but not your friends.
who are you and what you are, grows and changes.
define myself, and you will find a lot of questions, but also a lot of answers.

oh, time for lunch. by the way, i'm busy at work now.