aching on the right

you know... when you haven't play badminton for a long time...
you better don't play like you usually do years back.
becuz when you do that, you might end up like me
achings in my right arm, right leg, right shoulder
unless you're a left-handed.

had a 2-hr badminton session with the sgforums, avid shuttlers. 1st time.
hmm.. it was a... something not like me.
it's not like me to want to go out with strangers i have never met before.
it's not like me to want to socialise with other ppl.
hmm... let's put it another way, i don't really know how to socialise.
couldn't really talk much with them, maybe becuz it was the first time, and they were already friends long ago.
another reason may be becuz i'm the youngest one ard. all of them seemed to be in their 30s. i'm... 20, 21 this year. -_-"

the session was good. although i didn't really catch all of their names.
the tallest guy played quite well. hmm.. i think he's better than me. haha...
my shots were going everywhere that i don't want them to go to.. -_- it's been some time since i've hit the shuttles. realised a lot of bad habits on court again. as the game progressed, it got harder for me to hold back my smashes, becuz there were ladies in court. afraid of coming too hard on them, but towards the end, i just whacked. haha.. must learn how to hold back and play with wits rather than just pure brawl.

one of my old friends just came to irritate me with her dream of having a baby. -_-" i seriously wonder why is she so keen on having a baby so early? you're both not financially stable, young, not even engaged... although i would very much like to play with the baby when it's borned, and having the first friend becomes a mother. but NO, alamak... hmm... but babies are fun. like the one in my house. he just learned how to roll over by himself recently. a scorpio too, so he's ard...3-4 months. and he's making ALL sorts of stupid noises. you're not even sure he's happy or whining.

over the weekends i started on a game called cabal for SEA. hmm.. let's just say a lot of players miragated from maplestory. hopefully we don't see another game being dominated by stupid players. sis and her bf playing too. it's good in a sense, you know you have company online. and we 'ran' into one another sometimes. since she's always not at home. haha..

i'm losing interest in work. or should i say, the work just isn't for me. hopefully this month i will complete the project and leave this job.

i was thinking of watching the movie, leap years. it's about a love story of someone whose bday is on 29th feb, and met her love on that day also. both agreed to meet at the same place, same time, everytime the date comes. which is every 4 years. now.. everytime when i want to watch this kind of movie, i can't think of anyone to go with. the guys ain't interested, asking the girls doesn't seem okay. so i thought of asking someone who's somewhere in between. (NIK, ARE YOU LOOKING AT THIS?)

the plus point is i no need to travel all the way to yishun to watch, just becuz most of them live in yishun.

lynn reminded me of watching a movie alone. hmm.. possible, but unless you're really alone and bored, like you're over there in taiwan by yourself, then perhaps i would just don't bother and don't watch. got other things to do, projects to do and start, games to play, sports to sweat.

the first movie i watched by myself was LOSER. hmm.. i thought it was a nice movie to start out. the second one was... i forgot the title, or the plot. basically i only know i watched 2 movies by myself, the second one i have no remembrance of. haha.. i kinda like the feeling of watching a movie alone. but of cuz, don't watch it when it just came out and you have to sit with 2 strangers beside you. i rather watch it with 2 empty seats beside me.

and somehow i missed the feeling of someone beside me during the movies... when romance wasn't only on the big screen.

i'm getting accustomed to the timely pinches of life to tell me again what i can't experience. it's painful nevertheless, but humans all live in pain, don't we?

every paths that we walk, we will have regrets.
becuz i believe in every path, there are pros and cons.
regret over the pros you didn't take,
but rejoice over the cons, you didn't suffer.

oh ya, for any reason that i'm being dragged to church, i will only be focuzing on finding chio bus.