i wanna become rich!!!

hmm.. stranger with the name smartphone came to comment.
and i wonder if it's just some advertising ways to bring people to their website.
becuz it's in brazilian language, i don't really understand anything on it.
but the thing is, i don't think this blog has that many ppl viewing it at a regular basis and won't click on the comment to go to his website.

anyway, i just wanted to be rich!
that sounds kinda dumb, but, it's just a sudden urge.
reason is simple.
i want to buy a house with a room that comprises of:

1. Table soccer/Foosball
2. Table Hockey
3. Pools table

that is according to priority. of cuz, i need some friends to be crazy over them first, which i think is a very minimal (excluding pools).

this thought came rather long ago, it's just that i didn't really bother to jot it down.

it kinda seems that eacg time i don't succeed in proceeding with a relationship, or failed in one, i will just tell myself, "it's just another infatuation, don't bother too much abt it." so.. after commiting much efforts, it's an infatuation. haha.. i don't really know if it's the real or just a pathetic way to comforting myself, consoling the sorrows. but if bluffing yourself works wonder, why not? if you bluff yourself you can fly, you will somehow. maybe for a few seconds though, until you realise you just jump off from a really high building and heading for the ground below in a matter of...... time. then you died.

so if there's really a bluff, am i falling still, or have i reached the ground, then went into the spiritual world?

lunch time again~!