batam trip

it's a short 2D1N getaway to batam for this weekend.
bumped into my cousin at the ferry terminal. coincidentally, we both got the same deal. haha..

was a pretty relaxing trip.
started off with a ferry ride, then a short bus ride to the resort.
after checking in, we took the resort shuttle into town.
it kinda started to rain heavily along the way.
i was sitting at the back of the bus, and suddenly saw drops of water falling from the top. couldn't blame anything else but bad luck for that.
shopped for a while, then massage. it was a long, but felt short, 2 hours massage.
first time, and it didn't really feel that great after the massage.
dinner at some seafood place, not bad.
went back resorts, drank some, played some, and only slept some. haha..
breakfast, wandering around, then we were back.
short trip.

somehow got to know that she's probably single now, given that she broke up a month or two ago. and even as i constantly remind myself that it is not possible, it's still in my mind since. but, thou shall not fear. as she would probably get someone soon, and my concern of this matter will rest once more.

i'm not afraid to do it again.
but she's not her-ed.
and i'm not me-ed.
but if we're different now, would the end be different then?
i listen to the sounds of destiny and try to make sense of opportunities.
but to filter the noise from the sounds, i have lots to learn.

tired. and thinking. and hating to know i have a chance, but no guts to try.