Spirited Away

A whole new experience. Is it a dream?

hmm... this is how it goes. it was just a while after i went into some... weird dream.
out of a sudden, i wasn't able to move again on bed. stuck to the bed, my hands, legs, heads, just can't move. i suspect 'something' was in my room. and as i stared at light on the wall in front of my bed, i'm slowly imagining it to be that 'something'. but seconds later i told myself... can't be lah, where got ghost rectangular one. -_- becuz the lights are the result of the street lights through the windows, casting a rectangular shape. but i still can't do nothing. next i start to concentrate on lifting my right hand, slowly and steady, i got up. then, there's another big problem. i can't walk properly. seriously, i can't reach my door. hmm.. not sure how to describe the feeling. it's like having a lot of difficulty trying to move a step forward, but yet there's no advancement. and the world ard me isn't like.. something that you will see when you're standing vertical. it's like moving here and there, like your whole body is swinging about. in the end, i gave up. i imagined myself kicking the wall behind, but i felt no force, yet i still kinda... float in front? not in a slow way, but quite fast i think. can't rmb much now lah. open the door, then it's more easier to advance into the living room... then when i enter my dad's office, mum and dad were there. somehow or rather.. i think i went back to my room. then, i was awake.

legs were sweating a bit, probably due to the thick blanket. push it aside and then went back to sleep. but before that, i thought to myself... was that an out-of-body experience? like your spirit leaves the body. i have too much weird dreams lah. like years ago, i dreamt about walking out of my room, saw a bright light shining through the living room windows and i went toward it. the moment i reached the windows, i woke up in a daze. but this time i'm not in bed, i was literally standing there, by the living room windows. i didn't dreamt i walked there, i walked there. the moment i woke up, the bright light disappeared, the windows are closed, it was in the late night, the living room was dark. hmm... interesting.

oh ya, just went to the singapore youth flying club for joy ride on the plane called pipper, i think. the pilot/instructor was very friendly, didn't really try much stunts during the 1 hour flight. hmm.. was kinda disappointed it wasn't a roller coaster ride. but was satisfied enough lah. during descent, it's really uncomfortable as you can feel the plunging down from 30 storeys high sensation. and climbing is a pain in the ear. keep getting my ears air blocked. he said it's due to slight cold. saw my house from up above. cool. saw the ferris wheel also. things look damn cute from up there, so small, so... model-like. nice~