ORD Function NiteZ

It was the 42 SAR 7th mono-intake ORD Function Nitez last night at the maritus maridian hotel. not sure if it's spelt correctly, but wthell. anyway, went there damn early and talk cork becuz one of the officers ask us to come early then he himself late. -_- before the dinner began, 2 girls dressed in costumes, one of a knight, another like a queen of egypt were walking around the crowd taking photos lah. haha... they were hired just to take photos loh -_- then during the dinner got 2 other girls who can dance Arab dance or something lah. the blue was like asian and was the better one, the red was like... tall like okay lah. the blue was the one who attracted me most in the 4. let's see.. nice figure, nice dance moves, got the face, the eyes. haha.. and blue, a nice colour lah. the dinner okok, went ard taking some photos through the night. Jeffrey came. i still rmbed when he said btw his pilot and his love, he chose the latter. that was the time when i had the choice of going over to air force early. and for me, it's roughly about the same. and in the end i think both of us broke up also. haha.. drank some red wine, it still doesn't taste as nice. nothing much. after wards went to one of the officer's house to play mahjong. alamak! lost lah. sianz.. the tiles don't come as smooth as they do. hmm.. sadz. and overnight mahjong takes the energy out of you lah. tired...

yesterday night when i msged her at ard 11+, and when i recieved no reply through the night, i suddenly thought of a point. Doesn't it sounds wrong for someone to say that they're guilty of not replying to your msg? it doesn't feel quite right. so they reply just so they don't feel guilty. -_- it's like a begger asking you for a few coins and you will have that sense of guilt if you don't at least show some compassion. haiz... overreacting? haha... perhaps ba.

2 weeks to fly off. maybe it will be easier for me to just stop all the things lah... it's not advancing, nor is it declining. it's stuck somewhere along the line. the feeling isn't good. but is it worth waiting? for a someone who seemed quite insensitive.