The Knot

The Knot

People often have this thing called knot at some parts of their lives.
And these knots cannot be untangled by anyone else, but their ownselves.
When the knot was initially formed, you won't be feeling much of the tightness.
But as time goes by, you feel that you're being squeezed inside, tighter and tigher.
And then you suddenly realised, you have some feelings that were caught in a twist.
From time to time again, it will give off pain, unease, sourness.
In the beginning, you may not know what is causing this.
Behaving out of the norm, saying weird things out a sudden, acquiring attention.
Perhaps actions to seek deeper, search for answers, and even questions.
Love, Friendship, Brotherhood, everyone you actually care for.
And then when you finally find a way to untie this knot,
Will you have the courage?


Alright, took an advance half day off. Muahahahaha...
Going for bbq with my buddies..

Went back SGD last night for a cohesion. attendance was quite bad.
but at least the food was okay and the gifts were nice too.
QM looks quite shag, sad, some sort like dying.
played table soccer >_< won shawn 10-0. Muahahahaha
later in the evening the few of us crowd ard to just sing songs...
met barry, quite stressed ever since i went off and boss on baby leave.
talk a bit in s1 br.
i missed the moments with them, really.
Got a big hug from dear BSO as he came running to welcome me in open arms. haha...
sometimes, i wonder if the 5 of us are being too gay or not.

thanks for the nights.
thanks for the company.
thanks for listening to my grieves.
thanks for consoling when i have tears.
thanks for the encouragement.
thanks for the singing sessions.
thanks for the funny moments.
thanks and many thanks~


holding on to something that i have no confidence in.
considering the past, the previous, the present.
i need answers to my questions.
i need assurance.
and if the answers are not meant to be,
then i will just leave and carry on.
there is no insurance in this.
and there's no place to buy it.

the pain that was never felt, came chasing me in the shadows...