now this is weird

was viewing friendster and saw cindy.
all out a sudden i thought she was cute.
now, why i don't have impression at work. i have no idea.
and how come she's single? or i presume she is.
makes really no sense for cute girls to be single ba.

today's lecture was shit as i couldn't concentrate with the sms and also, the contents was really way off. can't catch what the person is saying. and i was having troubles keeping my eyes to the slides when some random girl came in and sat next to me. she never took out any notes, just sat there with her bag, occasionally taking out her hp. let's see what i can remembered... green sweater, long hair, single eye-lid, pink fingernails, jeans, black shoulder-carrying bag(or whatever you called it), i kinda forgot the colour of the shoes. sound like a stalker eh? when lect gets too boring, i turn to my side. haha...

sometimes it's not really a good thing to receive a msg from an old-time friend.
无事不登三宝殿 worst if it somehow involves you. well at least the person didn't come for favours but just pure ranting. then i will wonder where all their close friends gone to? not like i don't wanna hear it, but it does feels a bit weird. friendship, i haven't fully experienced the whole of it, and never will.

back at home, have a headache. feels like shitz. pondering on which assignments should i start on first. thinking of tutorials.

~give me something to hold on to. i dont want to slip into yet another depressing spiral.