EmO dAy

today's monday. i assume there's no lec or tut since a lot them said don't have. late in the morning got dad to drive me to hall. he nearly bang into something while waving goodbye to me. haha.. shitz. either i tell him not to wave goodbye anymore and concentrate more on driving out the narrow driveway or i just auto go school myself.

anyway, went early to play squash with yonglim and 3 of his friends. nice play. it's been quite a while since i played squash, which is in australia. really missed the carefree time overseas there. own room, own bathroom, free aircon, free buffet every meals with desserts (ice cream, cakes, etc), nice weather, sports... flying. will i ever fly again i wonder. oh well. his friends were good. yonglim improved also. i used to thrash him and pengkiat. haha.. but not anymore liao.

went out with eula for lunch, movie, afternoon tea, standing around while the females shop, then dinner. Journey to the centre of the earth was kinda crappy, but still entertaining. not many of us went for today's outing though. but enough to make a crowd and just relax and talk cork. maybe going for a run later, i ate quite a bit just now.

oh ya, found the cantonese version of 陳小春 - 獨家記憶 (我不是偉人). nice. as most say, he's not the best singer around. but he put in a lot of feelings into the emotional song, it's like he has been through them personally. and somehow, it describes me. even after so long, i'm still there and then.

不肯祝你兩人戀愛愉快
是否很古怪　要去肢解
舊情人即使假裝好友狀態
誰又希罕我賣口乖

肯祝福你有如肯放下你
還是肯寬恕　對我不起
未別離花光好心地去待你
留下的骨氣還是想刻骨至死

無法死心　忘掉自私非愛人
還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛
餘生偉大到自卑也是人
無法誠懇豁達做偉人
恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人
還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心
你就當我小氣殘忍
餘情未了總有記恨　我講真

真想不到你如此看重我
難道祝福你　你更好過
我為何必須扭曲本性做我
難道委屈我來為你點播情歌

如要講真　忘掉自私非愛人
還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛
餘生偉大到自卑也是人
無法誠懇豁達做偉人
恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人
還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心
我待你曾恩厚像神
然而為愛總有記恨　我講真

無法死心　忘掉自私非愛人
還有私心　仍能令你為我牽掛
餘生偉大到自卑也是人
無法誠懇豁達做個偉人
恕我狠心　無限大方非愛人
還有真心　才難偽裝自己遮蓋良心
你就當我小氣殘忍
從前絕配不夠道行　變配襯