Tuesday, February 12, 2008

i want to tell a story

what's that love i was pursuing?

i no longer knows the meaning.

how long have i thought i've loved?

i can hardly count the period.

who is that girl in my dream?

i remember her as a perfect stranger.

where did i go to let my heart be felt?

i went into solitude to find the source.

when is this beating going to end?

i can't stop pumping blood.

why is it an infatuation?

i didn't love.


i have a story to tell.
it's a pretty long one.
actually wanted to type it out and mailed to a friend.
but it seemed too dependent on other.
it's not actually a sad one, just my own experience.
the lessons learnt, the feelings gained, the knowledge acquired.

it's around 8 months left.
can i make this thing work out like i wanted it to be?
or i will just procrastinate again and drag until the day comes and i just tell myself, forget it.
hmmm... okay, i'm really lazy right now.

i need to read again to remind myself of the values i stand true to.
determination, will, strength, love, mind.
a lot of other things i have cast aside ever since i took on a chase for the many infatuations.

~Love always covers. This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential.

un-Cover me.

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