another run

it was a full moon yesterday night.
so i went to run.
it was more tiring than the previous, but i didn't push too much in case my heart got jam up again.
chat up with nik for a while. forgot to say, THANKS FOR THE DRINK.
(you and your freaking lift)
it was kinda late when i got back.
my pull-up got max out at 10. haha.. siao liao. where's my 12?

not really feeling too well. i think a cold is coming. better eat more fruits and drink more water.

more and more tasks given to me. right now i'm handling 3 projects. -_-

i felt like having a break also.

i'm kinda afraid these days. to have my inner self surface.
my fears all exposed, my feelings in the nudity.

some things are better left unsaid.
unless i feel like i've been in the dark for too long and need some fresh air.

wonder what will happen if i decide to flare up and explode at every minute things i hate.
will my mind be more at ease, or will more troubles follow by.
consequences, results, aftermath - the many considerations thinking people always take in.
but there are times, you just have to forget the thinking.
go with your heart. of cuz, don't kill the guy if you hate him to the core.
there are OTHER things that can be done.

in the tv shows, i saw situations whereby friends will take their troubled friend to the sea or the hills, and ask them to SHOUT as loud as they can to release all the tension caught up inside their little body. i tried it the other night. seriously, i don't really dare to shout like an idiot if it was in the day. night... who cares. as long as you're alone.

hmm... what to buy for a girl you've been with all your life?
well, she's getting kinda fat. maybe i should buy some slimming pills.
or maybe i should be like every years, just buy the birthday cake and make it my present.
haha...

a female (i'm guessing) named Jess commented on a post few weeks ago.
"Forget love - I'd rather fall in chocolate!"
haha... what a nice phrase to remind myself, there's not only love that is sweet.
a kind gesture, a warm hug, a sizzling plate of steak (maybe this is not consider swt, but i thought it's really tempting to have), and of cuz, chocolates!~
sweetest sweety sweet.