Wednesday, October 6, 2010

starting to hate this feeling

it may be quite a sad fact but there have been numerous times in which i found myself being attracted to others but somehow just didn't bother to do anything about it. it's often the case that i didn't think i was good enough for someone who is having such an eventful life at the moment. college life can be full of activities, and yet i'm just a wandering soul in my campus.

but it's not that i don't have the potential to hype up my life.
i rather believe that i have lots of it stored.
just that this latent energy hasn't been 'kineticalized' yet.

i also believe anyone has this kind of potential.
everyone is capable of bringing some excitement into their own life.
sometimes their sex life.

i hate my lazy self.
i hate being attracted to others when i don't feel like doing anything abt it.
it's like i'm missing an opportunity.

damn heart.

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