something from fb

在乎，不代表一定要說出來。不說出來，不代表不在乎。但當我說出來，就代表我他媽的在乎。

also something from myself.
most of the time, i find it hard to say things out.
becuz whether is it confrontations, confessions... it make everything awakard.
it makes the situation into a critical turning point.
either it goes this or that way.
forces yourself and the other party into a corner.
what if it doesn't go in the desired direction?

i still resent over that particular incident.
my only wrong in that matter, was that i was being seen in the wrong.

forgive and forget, wise men said.
this goes against my forte.
i'm just too good at memorising.