back 3 days ago

the first thing that caught on me since i came back at the middle of the night is, we forgot to include dap in the class gifts. terribly sorry on this, so now let's hope she don't find out. although she kinda saw the photos on the gifts becuz i insensitively shown her that yesterday when she and vian came for a short visit. dumbz.

taiwan was fun. i like the eating part, not really the shopping part. i rather a relax holiday than a shopping spree holiday.

today is my last day at zouk as a part-timer. for 7/hr, i think i should find some other high-income job when the school holidays come along. it's just not really worth the time to do overnight, serve the customers, get shitz becuz the customers walked out on you, etc. the service line sux. although the colleagues are good. i still can't believe ron is 30+ years old. i thought she was around my age. -_-

however, will be still doing friday or maybe changing to wed night weekly. friday's like a sardine day. just keep squeezing in and out of the crowd raising your voice and saying "SORRY, EXCUSE ME!"

becuz vian and dap came by yesterday, once again i got reminded that my room was pretty boring. but if it's studying, i suppose my room can handle that. as well as some intimate snuggling. ;p

most probably will be visiting and if suitable, buying the castor board. hopefully the good and nice ones are under a hundred. tricks aside, it's quite a cool toy by itself already. john kept going on about this being a temporary hobby. said by the guy who bought a $80 female celebrity poster who has STD, and has to buy a new frame to put the poster becuz his old one can't fit.

maybe friends around me doesn't really know what turns me on. adrenaline. speed. a pity they don't really enjoy badminton, or love badminton as i do. but this castor board just might be the thing.

something that dap mentioned yesterday sparks me off about going to the camps. i'm having second thoughts.

everytime i take that out, i still can feel the hurt.

~having the courage to use your vocal and actions to ascertain all your doubts.
love, its other name may just be you.