Thursday, December 24, 2009

my desperate struggle

nothing feels worse than not being able to let go.
perhaps more ppl can relate to relationships on this.
closer to me, it's darts rather than girls.

on my way to overcome dartitis.
keeping my eyes on the darts really does help ease the throwing, but then can't seem to land where i want the dart to. hmm... tricky. so far the whole team only i have this problem.

i hate the self who is struggling to let go of what i'm holding on to.

is it a psychological barrier? well given that it eases up once i take my eyes off the board, i suppose so. the mind can have such a strong effect, an unwanted one in this case.

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