twice

i was struggling with the pain yesterday night.
terrible, can't sleep for around 1.5 hrs.

finally went to hospital for a checkup.
constipated, and if it continues, maybe appendicitis...

2 terrible things that follow. the doc stuck her finger up my anus. then the nurse stuck the tube thingy to induce passing motion.
it's painful. quite. and very weird.

seemed like my relatives knew abt me going to the hospital.
dear mum must have told them.