Jealous/Envy

sometimes i can't differentiate which is which.
especially when it's me.

i just saw the notifcation that 2 of my friends from different social circles were officially together. the good thing about facebook, where news travel so fast, you can't measure it with distance.

now and then i would get the craving of having someone.
and to see, or even to know someone else has someone, it just brings much jealousy/envy.
i wasn't sure before how that felt, but after the first, you just can't forget what it brings (along with the misery when communication breaks down).

is there a difference btw jealousy and envy?
perhaps externally, it's expressed in different ways.
but both boil down to the same initial thought; i wish i have what they have.

of course in some cases, jealous would be the more appropriate word.
like this random guy suddenly comes along, grabs my girl, and kisses her on the lips.
i don't think jealous is the only word that comes to my mind, but it's still one of the many among 'wtf' and 'ccb'.

school has been relaxing so far.
i have time to spend on searching for interesting mmorpgs..
failed in installing most of games like Soul of the ultimate nation, dragon nest..
some others, not my type, like the atlantica which is turn-based..
i ended up with priston tale II. haha.. wtheck.