a crush

to me, a crush is you.
i've crushed several times.
but this time is you.
that many times i have failed to go thru with it.
and that few times i have failed.
this time, i still think i'm gonna let it slip.
becuz it's not like i have anything much to give,
which is unfair when you have plenty to offer.
though i didn't set my eyes on you at the first moment i saw you
but that is becuz i haven't notice you
first your eyes, second your looks
third your character that shines thru.
even if you have my attention,
i'm not expecting reciprocation.
heck, we're just acquaintainces still.
and i don't even know if you're available for a date.
until fate somehow brings the distance closer again,
i'll just sit stagnant

words to a crush.