天意？

was actually thinking of adding her back to my messenger list.
it got lost during the last time when i got attacked by a stupid virus that wiped out all my contacts.
before i could finish typing her email address, msn signed out by itself.

i see that as 天意. hahaha...
so, i didn't add.

sometimes, there's this unknown force that ppl believes arranges the happenings in our lives. different religions, yet similar in beliefs. just that it diverges out.

i too, like to believe that someone, somewhere, is actually handling all these events. who will we meet? when will opportunities come?

but i also would like to believe that this someone, is only incharge of these things only. whether something would succeed, would very much depends on oneself.

if such a person, or a being really exist, i think he/she is so busy managing these 'chances', that he/she won't even have a life of his/her own. haha..

as i read more external books, together with my psych texts, it becomes more and more obvious that humans have the tendency to see things in a much simpler way. we refused, or perhaps, don't possess the skills to look beyond certain things. at least most of us in most of the things. like the happenings around us that we attribute to the unknown force, like the apparent truth that is only a by-product of the real deal... like so many other things, that we have failed to look deeper, search harder. satisfied with just a simple explanation, or, with even searching for a simpler one. things ain't usually simple, if anyone has ever realized. they just ain't. the real life isn't like the problem sums that you spent hours on doing when you're in school, it's just so many things/factors to look at.

when the truth is just the apparent truth, would you search for the truth or just be satisfied with the obvious?