biopsych

been reading the txt since thursday till this morn. although thurs and fri were so unproductive that i managed to read 4 chapters only, sat and sun were kinda saturated studying. though i did manage to squeeze in a movie or 2, and a few episodes of friends. and btw, i'm at season 8.

this morn was pretty bad. woke up early, hit the book, drank tea. conditioned taste aversion somehow don't work on me for tea. it always induce me to vomit, especially when i drink it with an empty stomach. and, especially at 7am and i normally wake up 3 hours later. it's already bad that i feel like vomitting when i wake up in the early morn after a tired night, but to pour tea down the esophagus into the stomach, it's like morning sickness. except i'm a guy, and doesn't have a zygote in me. i should seriously learn to change my studying habits about this 'tea in the morn will wake me up more' thingy. it's stimulating me thru induction of puking.

well, was late for test, as expected. but didn't expect to be 15 min late and probably the last one. was feeling very ~ when i haven't slept well for 2 days and the morning ~... so i sat down, rushed thru the 60 mcqs and 40 marks of filling-in-blanks, then went off for lunch becuz i was also very very hungry. i did it so fast, i was the first to go off. last to arrive, first to leave. looks like studying hard really helps alot. now comes the dumb part. there were two parts of the paper, i wrote my name on the mcq answer sheet, but not the written one. i was thinking how the hell is prof going to know that that paper is mine without my name on it? then i figured out he probably attach it with the mcq answer sheet. that was along my way down the stairs to pass him the finished paper without my stupid name. was a little worried and asked friends abt it after lunch, turned out i need to put my stupid name on the paper. it doesn't really balance off well; doing the test fast and then having all of it attributed to 'nameless'.

oh ya, was invited by psych friends to a birthday celebration after lect. met at the busstop so shun bian invite. didn't go even though i thought it would be fun. lots of reasons, or excuses. don't really know the birthday guy but i know the rest pretty well, the birthday guy doesn't knows me well, i'm tired, i don't want to squeeze with the evening crowd after the celebration is done, blah blah blah. sometimes, i just refused to let myself have fun. be sad, me. be very sad.

learned something today.
Interest is a basic emotion.
and i cannot make a facial expression of being interested, or no idea how one looks like when he's interested.