got full marks for my econs-maths mod. but wasn't really happy abt it becuz 2 of the qns were given free marks due to students arguing with the tutor that 2 ans can be correct. and the tutor completely forgot abt the tutorial today while the class waited for 30+min before someone called him. he came into the class explaining that he thought it was thursday. and the more stupid thing is, i deliberately went to the tutorial class late by 30min, and was shocked when i see the class without him. -_-" and ya, i totally forgot we were supposed to get back the test results today.
just managed to finish my english assignment 3. sounds kinda crap. especially when it involved personal experience.
haven't been contributing much to my bday party, felt like a freeloader just letting them plan all the stuffs. but the thing is, currently i'm just too busy to be involved in detailed planning. sad.
right now i'm in various hall games. darts, volleyball, squash, badminton(pending), softball(i'm asking them to pull me out), basketball(hopefully i have time for this). sounds like a lot right? ya, it's a lot. so much that i feel like just give up on studying and just play sports all day.
been having the lack-of-company feeling. i rmbed the times when it felt really comforting to be always assured that you're always belonged to someone, and that someone belongs to you. now, just wanting to feel being cared for is tough enough. all these statements are taking friends for granted.
looking at the time and schedule, i seriously hope i have some time to prepare what i initially wanted on my 21st. it's probably going to take a full 1 week to really carry out the plan. actually, the original plan has already been cut down, or rather delayed until next year. haha.. looks like procrastination won against will, once again.
still feeling sore from wednesday. 1 hour of badminton and 3 hours of volleyball trg doesn't go well together.
~with friends (well of cuz, sometimes, some friends only),
you can't always be guaranteed that they will treat you the same nice way as you treat them. they won't always be there for you when you need someone to be beside. sometimes they may seemed interested on what you just ate for dinner. other times, they don't even care when you have life crisis coming ur way. most of the times, they're just too involved with their own, just like you are. you may be just a calefare in their lives. and them, your own calefares.
~with lovers,
well as far as friends could go, i don't really want to expect much from lovers. haha..
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