hot hot hot

labour day is hot.
staying at home also no mood...

been troubled over work.
to stay or not to stay?
looking at the situation now, it's hard to get a job as relief teacher, kinda late liao.
tuition jobs... it's hard to find pri-sec2 maths and science, in north area.
looked through some A maths questions.
i'm completely lost. unless i looked at the solutions.
basically that means i need to revise the whole damn thing again, or at least the topic, before i teach. which i'm kinda lazy.

how i wish the some tuition centre will just call me up and say, "Hi, we need a maths tutor to teach on tuesday and thursday and sat becuz we know you're working at night on wed and fri."

kinda got frost bite while playing with the dry ice during my mum's bday.
sis bought the swensens ice cream cake, so i took a pail of water to put the dry ice in. it creates a... misty environment for the bday cake during the song.
i think it's healing fast.

talking about healing, one of the 3 wounds on my hand healed miraculously. it's been there for a year. now, the other 2 are getting worse. -_-

i'm losing weight, maybe too tired from work.
and i don't get 2k/mth. should have just passed the freaking agc and earn big bucks being a driver for the air force. but still, presenting those stupid air force discussions still put me off. i rather ord.

thinking about hostel and tuition.
if i live in hostel, hard to get tuition.
but if i don't live in hostel, it's an experience lost.
i'm wondering if this experience is worth the money i'm going to put in for the rent and daily amenities, or necessities.

then i'm thinking about getting better treatment for my darn face.
it ain't going anywhere, the stupid shop is conning me big time.
most shops just con small time.

i'm getting sick of life.

the only few things that is keeping me sane are badminton, going out.
even playing games is making me feel extremely sick and no-life.

tidy up my table today.
the 21st project which was laying there since i-don't-know-when is in an almost complete mess on the ending touches. think i might have to just redo the whole darn thing or just throw it away. i like my table to be neat before i make it messy again.