A repeat

hmm.. just wanted the post it again. to remind myself that in love, it's neither here nor there.
there's so much gray areas to think abt.
add in the thinking of the other party, i think the sky is in OVERCAST; OKTAS 8.
i want to let go of these thoughts, tiring to have a mood in relation to y = tan x.
one moment it's high, the next moment it's hell low. hmm... include y < z, where z is positive and not infinite

a week has passed since i came back from tamworth.
and i've been doing nothing but playing game, and game, and game.
priston tale... SG pristontale.. and i'm quite surprised some singaporeans are quite ethu abt pt. they even set up a friendster network.
from the pictures, some of the girls are cute. well, it matches the game characters, except for the figure. mmorpg never have female character with flat chest, or at least i've never met one. (exclude young female character)
and nik dragged me into maple again. hmm.. maybe dragged is not the right word. can't find any others.

i need to get on with my life, decide what i wanna do.
i've been ignoring all mails that come my way.
i can't just wait infront of this monitor waiting for something to happen.
i am always giving myself excuse for not doing something.
i get more pissed when someone is either testing my reaction, or just not considerate.

maybe it's time to finish off where i orginally started.
pick myself up from 2 years ago.
i can't believe that these 2 years i did nothing, except for the commissioning part, atec, and agc.
the others are quite crap, whether is it in the force, or my social life.

*if the world doesn't sux, you will fall off.