I'm just a fool

well... i really have nothing much to do at home. hmm.. suddenly i feel very much like a fool. haha..

just realised that ppl will behave differently in front of different ppl. hmm.. in the case of relationship, the behaviours will differ from your first, to your married. perhaps they themselves have change over time, another viewpoint is that they will change their behaviour accordingly to their partners. for example, if the girl's boyfriend is a little towards the passive side, she may just play more of the active role in the relationship. there may be similar traits of you treating your current and your ex, but no doubt, it's your personality. maybe you prefer a hug than a kiss during your past relationship, and in the current, you still do. as for me, both are fine, best together. hahaha...

there are many factors in a relationship that can make it work, and make it not work. some factors are already pre-determined even before the relationship even started, but the fact that it began, cannot be erased. in the heat of passion? love makes all ppl blind? ppl tend not to think with all these excuses. what matters most as always seem, is the mutual feeling towards one another. some ppl get together hoping to be together forever. some, just need a temporary company. some others, got together and then realise the whole thing just can't work out. then you feel silly why you didn't think about the whole the thing in the first place. well.. i can only say that, love, is a gamble. a gamble for either a scar, or happiness.

feeling tired...