Feel good today

don't know why... woke up and felt really good. haha... watched GTO again. hmm... still nice to watch. haha...

kinda got crazy playing the guitar in camp... playing the only song i know. haha.. maybe i'll just learn more after stage 2..

now i want to do a lot of stuffs though.

1. buy a new bicycle, one of those better ones.
2. buy badminton shoes
3. buy running shoes
4. learn guitar
5. buy a new racket (cousin scratched my 200 bucks racket -_-)
6. try 'something' again...

hmm..it's been quite a routine sundays recently. going out, wait, coming back. haha.. but rather than saying it's a routine, i would say it's spending quality time. it always feel good to talk to someone you've known for so long.

4 of us... she mentioned. and i immediately thought of someone else... hahaha.. looks like part of me is still in the past. Merry-go-round~ tml, some day to rmb eh? hahaha...

i think i've been spending too much money nowadays... the guys are having the impression of me anyhow wasting money. i bought music cds just becuz of certain songs i like. haha.. maybe one or two... which is kinda not worth it. -_-" but i lazy to download. then when i told them i wanna buy a pair of running shoes, they were like... if you got too much money, why not give me. haha... time to save... time to save... must rmb i still owe a huge debt...

it's about time to submit my application for the choice of my life... i've thought the departure of one would make me reconsider my choice on this. wrong. haha.. looks like most of the time i'm just living for myself... decision don't depend on others. am i ready to soar the sky? or, can i?
my dad told me to go ahead with confidence, if not forget abt it. then i thought abt it... i only do two things with confidence. one, i'm really sure of it. two, i'm just too passionate abt it. haha...

read a book in the library today. it's about albert einstein. quite cool on all the physics thing... involving scientists before him like newton, maxwell, faraday, etc. read until someone came over and kick me. geez... and i didn't even realise. looks like i'm too engross in the book.. which is really good. i hardly finish any book i start with. not that i'm not interested anymore, but sometimes... it's just like that. hahaha...

i spent 1 hour staring at a sudoku puzzle yesterday. i wonder if i'm crazy or not... becuz after that hour, i still can't solve it. i'm too lazy to use a pencil and mark down the workings, so everything just goes in the mind. which is really hard. saw something similar to sudoku today at popular, k... something one. seems easier.

class outing coming. hmm... but eh... still haven't plan anything yet. for one, i haven't even recce east coast for the kayak thingy. and worst thing, i don't even feel like travelling all the way there just to recce.. damn lazy, very, lazy. hmm.. dinner is also a problem. where the hell can we have a nice dinner? hmmm... i hate planning things. although i know that i can. it's better to be those... heck care and just go there and have fun type. like in sec school and jc. all was planned, nice and carefree. haha...

granado espada is back. anyone?

writing a lot crap. kinda bored.

preparing to do something at the end of year, take it as the last thing i will, and can do. it feels like i owe the person something, weird. just doesn't feel good to recieve, and not give. i believe in physics. reaction force. haha...

i want to tutor again. maybe i can tutor myself. looking at maths c now.. i'm just, stuck. blur. know nuts. haha.. teaching pri school maths is really a very fun thing... you can bring in all kinds of weird example to explain. i rmb i used to crap a lot while tutoring my peers. it feels great to see scores improving.

too much crap. time to run.