Monday, March 19, 2012

my inner frustrations

it's been one month and my bloody fyp is still unfinished. i'm currently over the 9k minimal limit but there're still lots of incomplete things to write. mainly the training part. a bit messy, but i'll go tidy up the mess later on.

been sick recently with throat infection again. went to the polyclinic last tue morn and still made it to school for malay class at 10am. my throat is quite well since, but the morning dryness still irritate.

the main health issue that is bugging me is my gum infection -_-
yes, illness surrounds me when i'm perpetually stressed by my graduation essay.
and also mostly because i didn't clean my teeth properly.
it is kinda bad, till when i gargle water in my mouth, the wound hurts.
it seemed to have eaten away part of the gum, yet the dentist said it would heal naturally.
i have my doubts on that, but we'll see.
and a freaking tiny x-ray of my teeth costs me 20 bucks. wthell.

currently feeling a bit worried and frustrated over what yn is facing right now.
i would have scolded the person concerned in the issue if i was her, but then again it wouldn't solve the issue.
it puzzles me to see people like that who is oblivious to rudeness, hierarchy, authority, and basic courtesy and politeness.
or is the society heavily contaminated with this sort of people?
perhaps it just happen that my life encounters are quite lucky and i never have to deal with this kind of idiot.

although i wouldnt advise anyone to leave when holding that kind of position, but seeing the pain and hurt she has to go through, my support goes towards quitting.
but if anyone has to quit, i actually prefer to get those idiotic ass fired.
if that's not viable, then leave.
there is no need to stay to get stressed and hurt throughout the whole period.
enough is enough.

it's time like this i hope i'm physically beside her to give comfort and support.

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