damn it

i did it again.
slacked off my sat morning till now, haven't done anything yet.
but i did watch a light-hearted romance korean movie.
was laughing my lunch break away. haha...
and i dragged my attention around the computer until now.
sad, but true.
sometimes, it feels like i'm giving up on studies already.
not motivated, not interested.

sometimes, i feel like i need to get out of the house, and put myself in a situation whereby there's nothing else to do except for studying. that would be viable, if not for the fact that i need my laptop for doing my reports.

starting to have some anxiety issues, which keeps me from doing any work.
perhaps i could start some self-therapy.
that would be interesting. haha..