hmm...

in the recent few years, i realized this is perhaps the first time i have the urge to ask someone out. it's like i lost this feeling during those turbulent times. thinking and thinking about her.. and still i do nothing about it. great. another few weeks of holidays more.

it's like i'm never ready, until it is not necessary to be ready.
it's a decision.
it's a choice.
it's not something you have to wait for.
you just gotta do it.

i know, but i still can't.
oh well. so much for filling up my life with some love elements this early in the year of 2011. i guess i'll stick to games, maybe some knowledge-seeking.