my anxiety

i feel terrified.
about my quiz tml.
reading the txt ain't helping much to calm myself down.
somehow, i need a greater assurance.
somehow, i need more time.

sometimes, i wish i didn't care.

just like the times when my emotions went down a spiral.
why should i care so much?

the htht is getting onto me.
reminding me of whatever past.
and therefore i told myself this,
the past is meant to be over.
hence thou shall not speak of the past, whenever possible.