SBR/AHM

comes sat... it's the time again.. prayers to my grandpa.
then went to cwp for a short walk... i want to buy glowing puzzles... but afraid i won't follow through... just like, something.
night, went to DXO with them to celebrate liang's bday. wasn't much of a surprise, wasn't much of a club. first time to a club, but don't really feel that much special. i accidentally took the cup out of the club into esplanade mall, then bring it back in. -_- drank 3 cups, nothing much. can't even taste much of the alcohol, and i was craving for it yesterday night, i don't know why. just felt i need something, to keep my head off of something...
nothing much to do after eating the cake. the guys went onto the dancefloor, i stayed back. dancing... nahz, not for me. drinking, bring it on till i can't. but i still like mass dance. haha..
rushed to LTA, and spent the next ten hours looking at the traffic cameras on the lamp posts across the whole of s'pore. cool eh? the cameras can zoom and turn 360. there's one camera shooting straight at a tv, it's showing soccer.
i slept around 1 hour... 5 min here, 10 min there... felt so... tired. and the alcohol is taking some effect in making my eyes closed also.
the Shears' Bridge Run/ Army Half Marathon was okay lah... until just now when i found out one 25 year old man died after completing the 21km run. alamak. haiz.. sad.
went to amk with tan, ate lunch then watched Secret, directed by Jay Chou.
it was quite good, but the plot lacks some clarity... like why in the end when they meet again, she was there on her desk? does she still rmb him? is it a fresh start?
hmm... and when the mother was saying the female lead was resting in her room... she should have die 20 years ago. why she thinks her daughter still alive? this brings back to the previous point, she should have been dead when he went back, isn't it?
another question is why the class photo has his face in it? thought only the first person can see him? hmmm.. maybe the camera is the first person. quite obvious that he managed to change her ending when he went back. i guess he can't go back to the future, or present becuz the old piano was destroyed.
went back in a sleepy mood...
tired...
felt really tired...
if you think too much of something... or when you hold on to something so easily disappeared, it's tired... very..

i just want the glow again... who are you to give me