feeling a bit of discomfort nowadays...
i guessed it's becuz ATEC is just tml, and i know i'm still not that proficient as a GFAC. i was wondering why in the course they didn't really teach us all the procedures, or was i not paying attention in lectures but busy typing sms. this is quite absurd... i wonder how am i going to go through this evaluation. what if i fail? wthell...
i made a choice to stay in this unit, for this unit. and if i failed, then might as well i just go to air force school right from the start. -_-" haiz... but nvm, now as a gfac, i'm always a gfac, most likely won't have a pc role le.
after watching transformers, i realised that gfac can be the 'one' in the troopers. calling air strikes within minutes, co-ordinating air crafts for pick up, smoke marking, briefing to a/c pilots... he did it so smooth and nice. wthell. i can't do that. too high standard for me. i feel so... lousy. -_-
but all in all, it inspire me to read up on my notes, for a while.
got all my lost data from hl today, all in a disc. hmm...a bit of reminiscence here and there. mum and dad was like looking at the old wooden paintings on the wall and saying how fast 10 years have passed... i looked at the video and realised 6 months were pretty fast too. haha..
time flies, everyone knows... but how to make the time stop? only when you die maybe...
feel like sharing this discomfort of mine... but don't think other than those in army, any one would understand what i'm going through. it's like i'm given a post that i'm half-trained for. the others are all in the manuals that nobody can bring out. haha... haiz.
kristie has been getting a lot of cards from me lately. it amounts to half a thousand! wonder how they play maple... totally out of my league. i refused to use real cash to play game, except for ps2 (which i already did), devil may cry 4 , and ps 3. oh, did i mention before dmc 4 looks fun on ps3? haha...
i'm growing more attached to the camp... someone, just pull me out from my office chair and stop me from doing work.
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