Confirmation!

good news today!

got a confirmation phone call from dso to ask me to come to work on next monday.
woots~!

and there i was wondering how could i survive with my diminishing savings. haha..

a few changes that i have to make after this news.

first of all, i have to cancel all my driving lessons from next week onwards and book those slots belonging to the peak period. it's more expensive, but wtheck, i got a job that pays for them. haha..

second, i went to finish up the sawing of the wooden pieces for my terrapin platform which i have been putting off ever since... a long long time ago.
until just now did i realize that wood dye which i bought years ago has dried up and now i need to buy a new one to coat the platform.
then i also need to buy some special nails to stick those blocks together.
was working on it with my terrapin set loose in my room.
for some reason, it kept crawling towards my work area on the floor while i was hard at work.
it did it for a couple of times before it got bored from me picking it up and putting it away, and moved on to explore the fan and the chair. hahaha...
but in the end it came back to me and i put it back to its tank so that i can quickly finish up the work.

third, abacus is coming next tues. hmm.. well, i have already started work then. gotta work out how to care for abacus without troubling my mum and my sis too much, taking in consideration of mikki (or whatever the baby is called) who will be around also.

fourth, gotta get myself a haircut! new start, new haircut!

that's all.
hurray to my new beginning soon~!

words of wisdom

Believe nothing,
no matter where you read it or who has said,
not even if I have said it,
unless it agrees with your reason and your common sense.

- Buddha

A special way to breakup

This couple wanted to announce to their friends that they have gotta break up because the guy wants babies but the girl doesnt.
so, given that both of them are musicians, they came up with this breakup song to tell all their friends and relatives.
it's both sad and entertaining.
interesting, yet when you think about it aside from the light-hearted melody, it's pretty emotionally stirring for both of them.

another classic chinese song

which i can sing because it doesnt need a high pitch. haha...

我可以很久不和你连络 任日子一天天这么过
让自己忙碌可以当作藉口 逃避想念你的种种软弱
自 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
我可以学会对你很冷漠 为何学不会将爱没收
面对你是对我最大的折磨 这些年始终没有对你说
网 （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
爱你越久我越被动 只因你的爱居无定所
是你让我的心慢慢退缩退到你看不见的角落
ｋ （歌词转自 音魁网 www.inkui.com）
爱你越久我越被动 只因我的爱不再为你挥霍
是我让我的心失去自由却再也没有勇气放纵

and i think it's a beautiful song which describes a man's complex feelings towards a girl he loves deeply  initially.
but due to the girl's floating love, the guy's feelings got a bit passive
could it be a defense mechanism acting up on the guy's part?
since the other person doesnt really care, so in order to protect myself, i will react in the same way
yet the most cruel thing about this reaction is that the person still have strong attachment towards the other and secretly hoping for a change that the girl is not capable or willing of.
hence, he is suffering from the attachment, but still not wanting to let go.
just my own interpretation.