someone's

sad
depressed.
depressed.sadden.
i shldnt be so depress
purple-brown
i shldnt be so depress.
i shldnt be so depress. tired of all.
i shldnt be so depress
cant focus
too brought down
ineedstrength
shattered
what shld i do?
i need food. hungry.

what best note i think this person posted?
the last one.

it dawns on me sadness lingers, but diminish at the same time.
so just accept the sadness, and embrace the disappearing of it too.
in the cycle of sadness, there comes a time when you reach terminal velocity and decide to break free of this stupid cycle and fly off somewhere where you're more carefree.
you might envy the gravitational force btw other pairs of matter, but perhaps one day you might hit another matter along your way and gravitate towards each other.

just like the other time. just like the last time. just like everytime.

if you believe in destiny, you don't just wait around for some miracle to happen.
even people who believe in god do something like praying. me, i burn joss sticks. so, do something. it's not like the miracle will happen by itself.

i'm getting too involved in doing nothing.
i can't do everything that interests me. face it, i'm not so free to do everthing.

i can't forget everything that's in the past. can't rmb either. haha..