feeling

felt like hugging someone.
maybe becuz i feel unwell.
or perhaps its my insecurity.
whatever the case, i feel like hugging.
it doesn't matter if you're of the same gender.
i felt the same warmth from a friend, no less.

anyone thought of hugging someone as a stress reliever?
ppl thought of stress relief squeezing balls.
why not squeezing ppl, in the sense of hugging?
hug, release. hug another time, release.
repeat
it should take more stress away than just a ball in your hand.

you, who have hugged me before, brought me warmth and security.
warmth that resides within me with your presence or the thought of you.
secured that i'm not just someone, but the one whom you hugged.
proof of my place in your life, heart, and soul.
i reciprocate this happiness that you gave.

today is a gloomy rainy cooling yet feeling lousy day.

i feel like wasting my life away in the seemingly slow hours of this late nights...