i don't like

i don't like being in a project group which is mostly guys.
for the most obvious reasons.

i like to have more girls in a group.

wandering

i'm lost. i'm willingly lost.
many paths crossed my way, i just looked away.
with what reasons, with what interests, my passion lies not there.
i do not know where, i do not know why.
what i know is, i want something to be beside.

don't wanna admit

a lot of time i don't wanna admit i'm weak.
i strive on being one of the strongest.
but other times, i just feel like it's okay to get stabbed, killed.

i wanna find back my motivation, passion..
things that i lost, seemingly the same time i lost her.