well well. exams over. i have nothing much to do. although i have a lot to get started on.
been rather restless nowadays. even playing games on the computer seemed frustrating. especially when you keep losing.
went back to my old workplace yesterday. rushed thru 3 reports, had a nice little chate at the end of the day with emma. it's like the qns she always like to ask, "so, you found any girls yet?" what can i say, no chemistry. haha...
a good 60 bucks earned.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
a phrase
If i were you,
I'd fall in love with me.
If you were me,
Your hand will be holding yours now.
If. Just if.
But if, what if.
I'd fall in love with me.
If you were me,
Your hand will be holding yours now.
If. Just if.
But if, what if.
3 days exams
there are times when i know what i'm reading doesn't get into my mind and i probably won't be able to recall them.
henceforth, i'm hoping for a miracle to come out and enlighten me on which points should i really memorise to actually do well for this stupid human resource management. becuz even with the lecturer's hint on where to focuz on, i'm don't even know where to find the points to the hints. how can someone get as upset as me even though they s/u this mod?
restless, i sit before my book and laptop, trying to read things i'm wondering are important or not, write things i'm guessing should be important. if by some strayed path did i end up as a HR personnel in future, i'm blaming it on this.
henceforth, i'm hoping for a miracle to come out and enlighten me on which points should i really memorise to actually do well for this stupid human resource management. becuz even with the lecturer's hint on where to focuz on, i'm don't even know where to find the points to the hints. how can someone get as upset as me even though they s/u this mod?
restless, i sit before my book and laptop, trying to read things i'm wondering are important or not, write things i'm guessing should be important. if by some strayed path did i end up as a HR personnel in future, i'm blaming it on this.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
lunch break
hss library rox. try the toilet, they sprinkle water on your bare butts.
study study study.
i like these critical studying periods.
it's voids me of any other troubles.
gets me looking forward to the break after all the hardwork.
gives me a certain level of satisfaction in attaining a certain proficiency in a particular subject.
makes me smarter, gets me working.
the only thing i don't like abt these periods are,
it's too short.
but the fact remains, if the periods are long and i'm like 2 months away from exams, why would it be critical?
べんじょします
study study study.
i like these critical studying periods.
it's voids me of any other troubles.
gets me looking forward to the break after all the hardwork.
gives me a certain level of satisfaction in attaining a certain proficiency in a particular subject.
makes me smarter, gets me working.
the only thing i don't like abt these periods are,
it's too short.
but the fact remains, if the periods are long and i'm like 2 months away from exams, why would it be critical?
べんじょします
Sunday, November 9, 2008
my birthday gifts this year
from 4 ppl!
the first was the quite ridiculous 5 packs of condom from my roomie.
the second was from jane, a small bottle of Johnnie Walker Red Label. was quite startled becuz we don't really know each other.
the third was flown from overseas! w.lynn sent a white long sleeve shirt over and a card. last year i got an overseas call to wish me happy birthday. this year i got this. maybe next year i will get an overseas girl.
the fourth was from kris. a card with some 'childish' drawings is more than enough to make my day, any day. =)
of cuz, there's hong bao from wl,dice, hl, sis and my parents.
the first was the quite ridiculous 5 packs of condom from my roomie.
the second was from jane, a small bottle of Johnnie Walker Red Label. was quite startled becuz we don't really know each other.
the third was flown from overseas! w.lynn sent a white long sleeve shirt over and a card. last year i got an overseas call to wish me happy birthday. this year i got this. maybe next year i will get an overseas girl.
the fourth was from kris. a card with some 'childish' drawings is more than enough to make my day, any day. =)
of cuz, there's hong bao from wl,dice, hl, sis and my parents.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
wow-her.com
Date Profiling Result
Your profile is of type "Natural Beige".
Please remember your colour code is Natural Beige.
Natural Beige Relationships
Warmhearted and gentle
Intensely loving and committal
Seek lifelong relationships
Very private, keep true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others. This may cause them to constantly defer intimate relationships, which may cause problems if others are not sensitive to their feelings
If they are in the habit of not expressing their needs and feelings, they find themselves in situations throughout their life where they feel overlooked or even "tread upon" by others
Highly practical and cynical by nature, these feelings may cause the Natural Beige to become bitter. This causes them to either give up on their relationships, or to start using their relationships for their own personal gain. However if the Natural Beige consistently express their feelings to those closest to them, they will have a very positive, warm outlook on life and love, and are unlikely to find themselves in relationships which they are taken for granted or taken advantage of
Go to great lengths to please their partners
Very loyal and supportive, with a deep capacity for love
Detest conflict and discord, and highly value being seen and understood for who they are
Need space to live their lives in their own unique way, and will respect other's need for space
Natural Beige Strengths
Warm, friendly and affirming by nature
Usually optimistic
Good listeners
Good at dealing with practical day-to-day concerns
Flexible and laid-back, usually willing to defer to their mates
Their love of aesthetic beauty and appreciation for function makes them likely to have attractive, functional homes
Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships
Values and respects other’s personal space
Likely to enjoy showing their affection through acts and deeds
Sensuous and earthy
Natural Beige Weaknesses
Not good at planning
Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism
Focused on enjoying the present moment, they may appear lazy or slow-moving at times
Need to have their own space, and dislike having it invaded
May be slow to show their affection with words
Prefers actions over words
Finds it hard to reveal innermost thoughts and feelings
May become overly cynical and practical
Natural Beige as Lovers
You are the archetypical “gentle lover”. Intensely private, you only open your personal depths to people whom you deeply trust and love. Should your partner succeed in winning you over (a process which can span years), you can truly be the ideal lover: warm, giving, selfless and considerate. However, conflicts are anathema to you. You actively hate confrontations, and feel personally threatened by such situations. Learn that short-term and constructive conflicts can be a useful tool in solving problems, and your relationship will be infinitely more rewarding.
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the Natural Beige's natural partner is the Active Yellow, or Warm Grey.
Your profile is of type "Natural Beige".
Please remember your colour code is Natural Beige.
Natural Beige Relationships
Warmhearted and gentle
Intensely loving and committal
Seek lifelong relationships
Very private, keep true feelings and opinions reserved or hidden from others. This may cause them to constantly defer intimate relationships, which may cause problems if others are not sensitive to their feelings
If they are in the habit of not expressing their needs and feelings, they find themselves in situations throughout their life where they feel overlooked or even "tread upon" by others
Highly practical and cynical by nature, these feelings may cause the Natural Beige to become bitter. This causes them to either give up on their relationships, or to start using their relationships for their own personal gain. However if the Natural Beige consistently express their feelings to those closest to them, they will have a very positive, warm outlook on life and love, and are unlikely to find themselves in relationships which they are taken for granted or taken advantage of
Go to great lengths to please their partners
Very loyal and supportive, with a deep capacity for love
Detest conflict and discord, and highly value being seen and understood for who they are
Need space to live their lives in their own unique way, and will respect other's need for space
Natural Beige Strengths
Warm, friendly and affirming by nature
Usually optimistic
Good listeners
Good at dealing with practical day-to-day concerns
Flexible and laid-back, usually willing to defer to their mates
Their love of aesthetic beauty and appreciation for function makes them likely to have attractive, functional homes
Take their commitments seriously, and seek lifelong relationships
Values and respects other’s personal space
Likely to enjoy showing their affection through acts and deeds
Sensuous and earthy
Natural Beige Weaknesses
Not good at planning
Extreme dislike of conflict and criticism
Focused on enjoying the present moment, they may appear lazy or slow-moving at times
Need to have their own space, and dislike having it invaded
May be slow to show their affection with words
Prefers actions over words
Finds it hard to reveal innermost thoughts and feelings
May become overly cynical and practical
Natural Beige as Lovers
You are the archetypical “gentle lover”. Intensely private, you only open your personal depths to people whom you deeply trust and love. Should your partner succeed in winning you over (a process which can span years), you can truly be the ideal lover: warm, giving, selfless and considerate. However, conflicts are anathema to you. You actively hate confrontations, and feel personally threatened by such situations. Learn that short-term and constructive conflicts can be a useful tool in solving problems, and your relationship will be infinitely more rewarding.
Although two well-developed individuals of any type can enjoy a healthy relationship, the Natural Beige's natural partner is the Active Yellow, or Warm Grey.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
i care too much for unnecessary things
i think i do. those things i shouldn't be bothered abt, and i'm involving myself in. useless things that waste my time away. no thanks to them. especially when frustration and annoyance sets in.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Discovery
hey! i'm borned on the same date as David Schwimmer who acted in Friends as Ross Geller. cool. in some ways we're kinda alike too. although i hope i won't have two failed marriages because my wife suddenly turned gay, and saying the wrong name on the second wedding.
Monday, November 3, 2008
siao liao lah
i just got back from my jap listening test. almost 80% of the answers i guess one. worst thing is the last part. i thought you're suppose to listen and check for grammer mistakes. in the end it's checking whether the sentence is true or not from the previous passage that we listened to. WTHELL? so dead. first time i did so much guessing for a listening test.
knn. i think this first sem is gonna be a tough nut to crack.
knn. i think this first sem is gonna be a tough nut to crack.
21 Most Significant Friendz
I thought it will be quite nice to list down 21 of my friends who are significant in my life, whether are they still part of it, or not.
in no particular order (but ladies first)
1. nik
- there are times you need someone to talk to and who's COMPLETELY out of your normal social circle. and besides, she always have interesting stories to tell. one of the motivators during my a's.
2. eve
- one who will listen to you pouring out your sadness, and one whom i will stand by whenever she needs it. kind and strong at heart, i tried to learn that from her.
3. hl
- being the first, it's always unforgetable. but it's more than that. she taught me that once in a while, i should be impulsive, in the right direction though.
4. jas
- an old friend who greets you with a punch to the stomach sometimes. eager to settle down, she let me discover that sometimes it's best to make a wild move.
5. kris
- an old friend whose greetings never fail to replace any sadness caused by disappointments. by far, the most special birthday gift is from her.
6. w.lynn
- a friend who you never have to worry abt her genuine feelings. truthful and trustful. she's the one who encouraged me after i fell. pretty, but doesn't like the skirts.
7. mj
- the fact that she remembered my bday and called me gan die before puts her on the list. crazy woman with some weird laughter.
8. john
- someone i did many stupid things with. i can't be certain whose the stupider one.
9. poh
- he who demean my very existence since the day we met with his sharp words. i don't think i have won a verbal fight with him yet. trying very hard to win him in poker though.
10. xy
- buddy since long ago. generous,forgiving, smart, helpful and untainted by porn. someday, maybe his next bday, i'll buy some porn for him.
11. chris
- one of the 4 in my earlier formed groups. he's into fashion which sometimes i tried to learn a bit but failed terribly. will give you a hand when you're in need.
12. vian
- the person i identify myself with in accordance to horoscope at first. now that i don't really believe in horoscope, i just find us similar in some ways. critical, strong, determined and sarcastic. in fact, most of the guys are sarcastic. wrong, everyone of us is sarcastic.
13. liang
- talented towards the musical aspects. enjoyed my time beside him and irritating the two girls infront of us, singing to songs although my voice sux, and copying homeworks everyday.
14. chiu
- the guy who's always smiling about. sometimes laughing at others' silliness, other times he's just being silly. sensible and well-liked.
15. hao
- my go-home buddy. strong-willed, straight-forward and direct in his feelings. admired his openness. especially mine is all locked inside.
16. ken
- found this long lost friend just some years back. my doubles partner, in which we won the first doubles in inter-class. funny guy. he's the one that brings me back to that crazy me before teenage years.
17. samuel
- another long lost friend which i can't find. him, me and ken used to stay back after school for catching. one who shares my greatest love of all time, badminton. although i'm quite worse off.
18. Ben
- vulgar language is his first lang. super direct, won't hold back his words when he doesn't plan to. super sarcastic, super smart. sociable in perhaps any situations.
19. Greffrey
- my bmt buddy. we talked like old friends in the middle of the night, among the woods, in the big rectangular coffin we digged. our love life sux at that point of life. and we're scorpios. both of us desire to be strong.
20. K. Rong
- the future artist in sg perhaps. very talented in the field of arts. humble and kind, he never brags on his achievements. funny and sarcastic, he's one of the many reasons i survived armour.
21. Qi Ren
- the well-known slacker. and he seemed kinda proud of it. likes the guitar so much, that i picked it up from him. showed me one of the many ways in life is to sit back and relax while the time passes you by as you enjoy the moments.
there are several others which i didn't include in the list. namely my hq buddies (eugene, joseph, jimmy, c.keen) they are the ones whom make me feel that my existence is of some worth when i thought nothing was going right for me after i got my bar. we went thru so much shitz, and went out in the fields so many times. best buddies i ever had in army.
well, sleep time.
in no particular order (but ladies first)
1. nik
- there are times you need someone to talk to and who's COMPLETELY out of your normal social circle. and besides, she always have interesting stories to tell. one of the motivators during my a's.
2. eve
- one who will listen to you pouring out your sadness, and one whom i will stand by whenever she needs it. kind and strong at heart, i tried to learn that from her.
3. hl
- being the first, it's always unforgetable. but it's more than that. she taught me that once in a while, i should be impulsive, in the right direction though.
4. jas
- an old friend who greets you with a punch to the stomach sometimes. eager to settle down, she let me discover that sometimes it's best to make a wild move.
5. kris
- an old friend whose greetings never fail to replace any sadness caused by disappointments. by far, the most special birthday gift is from her.
6. w.lynn
- a friend who you never have to worry abt her genuine feelings. truthful and trustful. she's the one who encouraged me after i fell. pretty, but doesn't like the skirts.
7. mj
- the fact that she remembered my bday and called me gan die before puts her on the list. crazy woman with some weird laughter.
8. john
- someone i did many stupid things with. i can't be certain whose the stupider one.
9. poh
- he who demean my very existence since the day we met with his sharp words. i don't think i have won a verbal fight with him yet. trying very hard to win him in poker though.
10. xy
- buddy since long ago. generous,forgiving, smart, helpful and untainted by porn. someday, maybe his next bday, i'll buy some porn for him.
11. chris
- one of the 4 in my earlier formed groups. he's into fashion which sometimes i tried to learn a bit but failed terribly. will give you a hand when you're in need.
12. vian
- the person i identify myself with in accordance to horoscope at first. now that i don't really believe in horoscope, i just find us similar in some ways. critical, strong, determined and sarcastic. in fact, most of the guys are sarcastic. wrong, everyone of us is sarcastic.
13. liang
- talented towards the musical aspects. enjoyed my time beside him and irritating the two girls infront of us, singing to songs although my voice sux, and copying homeworks everyday.
14. chiu
- the guy who's always smiling about. sometimes laughing at others' silliness, other times he's just being silly. sensible and well-liked.
15. hao
- my go-home buddy. strong-willed, straight-forward and direct in his feelings. admired his openness. especially mine is all locked inside.
16. ken
- found this long lost friend just some years back. my doubles partner, in which we won the first doubles in inter-class. funny guy. he's the one that brings me back to that crazy me before teenage years.
17. samuel
- another long lost friend which i can't find. him, me and ken used to stay back after school for catching. one who shares my greatest love of all time, badminton. although i'm quite worse off.
18. Ben
- vulgar language is his first lang. super direct, won't hold back his words when he doesn't plan to. super sarcastic, super smart. sociable in perhaps any situations.
19. Greffrey
- my bmt buddy. we talked like old friends in the middle of the night, among the woods, in the big rectangular coffin we digged. our love life sux at that point of life. and we're scorpios. both of us desire to be strong.
20. K. Rong
- the future artist in sg perhaps. very talented in the field of arts. humble and kind, he never brags on his achievements. funny and sarcastic, he's one of the many reasons i survived armour.
21. Qi Ren
- the well-known slacker. and he seemed kinda proud of it. likes the guitar so much, that i picked it up from him. showed me one of the many ways in life is to sit back and relax while the time passes you by as you enjoy the moments.
there are several others which i didn't include in the list. namely my hq buddies (eugene, joseph, jimmy, c.keen) they are the ones whom make me feel that my existence is of some worth when i thought nothing was going right for me after i got my bar. we went thru so much shitz, and went out in the fields so many times. best buddies i ever had in army.
well, sleep time.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
My 21st ConfessionZ
Today marks the end of my 21 years. Technically i'm not 21 yet until 8+pm. but still, i would like to say something here...
oh, before that. was glad the guys could come over and have the steamboat. although it wasn't much of a celebration, but i liked the gathering nevertheless. more than a celebration, i would have a good gathering. it wasn't the large crowds that i wish for, nor the numerous presents that i will recieve. it's the company of my buddies.
special note: thanks to mum and dad for preparing the steamboat. when you truly love someone, you find it so hard to say i love you. so i say it here. i love you two, mum and dad.
happy birthday to nik. 20 years old and still crying like a 19th.
happy birthday to tab. 19 years old and i don't really know her.
happy birthday to john's mum on 3rd nov.
vian wished me first while he was sending me back home from pools. oh, dap's party was great. except i can't eat much of the spicy food. and i was rather shocked when minjie actually remembered my birthday. wow. not bad for a god-daughter. receive the first sms from hy. and while i was thinking on how to reply her to show that i was really happy to get her wishes, dap sent one in the midst of clearing up her party probably. haha.. such a cute girl.
okay.. confessionz.
sometimes i tend to exaggerate stuffs. like today when i said i don't really like someone. i don't mean it, i just said it. i take those words back and watch what i say next time. i'm sorry.
and i just realised today, again, that it's really strange to look into a particular person's eyes. so i looked at her, she looked at me. and it's awakard. besides, now she looked weird. it's like, i don't know her anymore. kinda ironic.
yes! i was looking at some of the females' figure over at the party. some are really in shape.
i've done many wrong things in life, many bad decisions, said many hurtful words, and made some girls cried before. my apologies.
looking forward to a R21 movie.
oh, before that. was glad the guys could come over and have the steamboat. although it wasn't much of a celebration, but i liked the gathering nevertheless. more than a celebration, i would have a good gathering. it wasn't the large crowds that i wish for, nor the numerous presents that i will recieve. it's the company of my buddies.
special note: thanks to mum and dad for preparing the steamboat. when you truly love someone, you find it so hard to say i love you. so i say it here. i love you two, mum and dad.
happy birthday to nik. 20 years old and still crying like a 19th.
happy birthday to tab. 19 years old and i don't really know her.
happy birthday to john's mum on 3rd nov.
vian wished me first while he was sending me back home from pools. oh, dap's party was great. except i can't eat much of the spicy food. and i was rather shocked when minjie actually remembered my birthday. wow. not bad for a god-daughter. receive the first sms from hy. and while i was thinking on how to reply her to show that i was really happy to get her wishes, dap sent one in the midst of clearing up her party probably. haha.. such a cute girl.
okay.. confessionz.
sometimes i tend to exaggerate stuffs. like today when i said i don't really like someone. i don't mean it, i just said it. i take those words back and watch what i say next time. i'm sorry.
and i just realised today, again, that it's really strange to look into a particular person's eyes. so i looked at her, she looked at me. and it's awakard. besides, now she looked weird. it's like, i don't know her anymore. kinda ironic.
yes! i was looking at some of the females' figure over at the party. some are really in shape.
i've done many wrong things in life, many bad decisions, said many hurtful words, and made some girls cried before. my apologies.
looking forward to a R21 movie.
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