some way to relax

woke up damn early today.
last night was tossing and turning, somehow the temperature is not right.
i have to resort to air con to get some sleep before the early morn.

after brushing, came zx.
it's been some time since i saw him.
grown up quite a lot. can walk on his own, listen to some instructions.
spent some time with him in the evening as usual when i'm home on the weekdays.
there are few things he doesn't learn though.
my bed is too high to get down from.
don't play with the darn fan, it's not gonna hold your weight.

i kinda forgot abt the morning rush.
so i stood all the way to lavender, damn sianz.
next, i walked the general direction, missed the place, and ended up near nicoll highway. 2nd sianz.
i took a cab, the driver dropped me at some place which i have walked, said it's across the street. i crossed the street, and looked around. where? 3rd sianz.
i saw boats finally, walked towards it. turned out to be dragon boat association. 4th sianz.
wandered further and found a sports club. thought that was it. but, it wasn't. 5th sianz.
lost all hope and started to walk back, planning to head home early since i'm like 90min late. suddenly, i saw a sign, "water venture -->" i saw light~ finally, after running around like an idiot in slippers and a 1.5l bottle of water.

expedition was okay, not really interesting. lots of dead fishes. hard to control, somehow the canoe kept shifting towards the right, left paddle was wide i guess. didn't capsize, by far the only time i went on expedition without having capsize drill. tiring though, towards the end my arms weren't working much. and it was just a short one. i used to be able to even cheong towards the end when i was younger. haiz... well, perhaps it's the company that i didn't really enjoy it. afterall, one of the females asked me "are you from ntu? how come i never see you in hall before?" amusing, funny and interesting. been asked that qns a couple of times already. i feel like going back home to stay again, mum's cooking, zx, plus perhaps another baby girl coming in, no need to do laundry, nice comfy bed, no need to sleep with the table light on becuz tan's noctural, enjoy time alone and with the things needed to do my own stuffs, be lost in my own thinkings, just like before. but well... in hall i get to play darts. so, hall.

his smile just brightened up my day.
i wonder how babies have that magic on me.
but definitely not on vian. haha.
he said a lot of gibberish to me while i was on the com. mum was telling him i don't get what he was saying. first thing is i don't know if he knows what my mum was talking abt. second thing is i seriously don't get what he's telling me becuz he's just making that same "ti-ke-ti-ke" sound over and over again while walking from my left, then to my right.

anyway, some things have to put on hold at the moment.
i'll find some time after the mids.