slow writer

i just spend the last few days pondering over what to write for my 2-page positive psych essay. then after deciding the topic, i spent more than 20 hours finding and reading articles, trying to figure what to write abt the topic. and then when i finally start typing, i have to think again how to organize all the things i wanna write abt the topic. and sometimes, i get stuck on how to express an idea and spend 30 min trying to paraphrase, failing which, i just directly copy and change one word of the original sentence. it's a chore doing essay especially when there are so many articles i'm taking note of mentally and when it gets mixed up, i have to recall which articles have what ideas becuz i'm too freaking lazy to note them down somewhere.

well, at least i finished it.
positive psych assignments down, 2 presentations, 1 report, 1 scientific critique and 1 more assg to go for the sem before the finals.

it's always now that i regret not studying regularly.
i can foresee myself be making that same old promise to myself for the past 3 sems.