screwed

think i just screwed my 3rd paper. the 2 essay questions, i chose to do them even though i didn't have enough knowledge to write. haiz. plus the grades from the report.. not very sure i can get what i want.

discouraged. tired. eyes are struggling with the pain. heart is down.

there are some times when i wished someone is somewhere near me.
so i can tell her some things.
i can share some of my happinesss.
i can get some help in picking myself up.

i miss having someone.

people often comment that i don't smile very often.
it's becuz when i smile, they're not there.
and when i couldn't hold back those tears, i make sure i'm alone.