wound

the wound always hurt when it's healing.
if i left it alone, it's just fine.
but during the healing stage, i keep exerting force on it to prove to myself it doesn't hurt anymore.
but every time, i failed to disregard that sharp pain.
then one day, the wound finally closed up.
the pain seemed gone.
until a tiny accident scratched the surface, then you know it still hurts.
not as much, but enough to still be called pain.
eventually it will heal completely.
one day it won't hurt anymore.
there might be a mark there, but maybe i won't rmb how i got it.
some time later, i fell down and got hurt again.

the whole damn cycle repeats.