'accident'

woke up early to study before the final mid-test. as usual, i will open the door, breathe in some fresh air to lift my spirits up. went for breakfast. everything was rather fine until i went to bathe.

was unexpectedly hit a wave of... sadness. or depression. or some sorts of low mood. consciously felt it during the bath. and so, i was sianz 1/2 the whole day.

perhaps it's the after-test syndrome i always seemed to have. long hours of studying plus slping late and waking up early, never failed to make me grumpy. should take note of that. my mood was so bad, i don't even feel like talking much, doing much. i just wanna... forget everything. the head hurts a little. nvm.

got a project report due next mon. we haven't even gotten 30% of the materials we need for the report. and one of the project group mate just told me he S/U the mod and gave the sign that he don't really care. -_- dulan with him. 3 days before report due tell me this when i told him tml meeting. i called him irresponsible, he asked me go report him. i said nvm, his choice to s/u. he said will give us advise. maybe becuz ah tiong so not so sensitive on using words. advise is usually like a voluntary thing that's irrelevant to you, and you're giving it becuz you have some or substantial knowledge and expertise on the matter. the fact is, he has nothing. haiz...

i shall burn this weekend for this project.

i want an A. better, i want an A+.

in my life, i've rushed out so many reports last min, i can do it again. haha.. crap also must crap out one A.