what's that love i was pursuing?
i no longer knows the meaning.
how long have i thought i've loved?
i can hardly count the period.
who is that girl in my dream?
i remember her as a perfect stranger.
where did i go to let my heart be felt?
i went into solitude to find the source.
when is this beating going to end?
i can't stop pumping blood.
why is it an infatuation?
i didn't love.
i have a story to tell.
it's a pretty long one.
actually wanted to type it out and mailed to a friend.
but it seemed too dependent on other.
it's not actually a sad one, just my own experience.
the lessons learnt, the feelings gained, the knowledge acquired.
it's around 8 months left.
can i make this thing work out like i wanted it to be?
or i will just procrastinate again and drag until the day comes and i just tell myself, forget it.
hmmm... okay, i'm really lazy right now.
i need to read again to remind myself of the values i stand true to.
determination, will, strength, love, mind.
a lot of other things i have cast aside ever since i took on a chase for the many infatuations.
~Love always covers. This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential.
un-Cover me.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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