it's just a feeling.
i've been contemplating asking her out for so long, i think i'll just put it aside for the moment. and just simply hope next sem i'll see her in school or something.
may destiny brings us two together somehow.
this is my christmas wish.
something gotta change before i should start considering dating again.
me. i gotta change.
and for some reason, i hate it when i don't know how to approach a girl.
especially for a girl whom i have been contemplating for so long.
remark to self.
you suck.
remark back to remarker.
you too.
before i get schizophrenic and start talking to myself and doing crazy things in my room due to post-exam repression of feelings, i think i bettr go out.
a friend mentioned this to me after the last paper yesterday.
"just go get a girl"
i was thinking,
"hmmm... i hope she drop from the sky and landed right in front of me."
Friday, December 24, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
3rd day of exam marathon
well, 3 papers straight. damn, the first two was easy, but the third is shit.
i wasted energy memoring stuffs that didn't come out.
should have known, the questions won't be so direct.
slept only 3-4 hours for 2 nights.
still feel pretty good now, except that i was acting half-dead on my way back from home just now. but still was a good chat with a new found friend, michelle, if i remembered correctly. not that i just befriend some random female who's beside me, but it's kinda like a friend's friend situation.
oh ya, i think i got molested on the train the day before when this sec school girl was standing so close to me with her behind. i got cornered by her butt, several times. so helpless, no where to hide or run. damn you evening train!
well, last paper tml.
4 days in a row.
i'm not sure how bad is this, compared to john's 3 in a day.
if it weren't all content-heavy modules, i bet i would be quite ectastic to take on the 3 papers.
but with exam like abnormal psych, i'll take my chances on separate days.
too much damn stuffs to memorise.
clinical psych~! blah blah blah~!
i wasted energy memoring stuffs that didn't come out.
should have known, the questions won't be so direct.
slept only 3-4 hours for 2 nights.
still feel pretty good now, except that i was acting half-dead on my way back from home just now. but still was a good chat with a new found friend, michelle, if i remembered correctly. not that i just befriend some random female who's beside me, but it's kinda like a friend's friend situation.
oh ya, i think i got molested on the train the day before when this sec school girl was standing so close to me with her behind. i got cornered by her butt, several times. so helpless, no where to hide or run. damn you evening train!
well, last paper tml.
4 days in a row.
i'm not sure how bad is this, compared to john's 3 in a day.
if it weren't all content-heavy modules, i bet i would be quite ectastic to take on the 3 papers.
but with exam like abnormal psych, i'll take my chances on separate days.
too much damn stuffs to memorise.
clinical psych~! blah blah blah~!
Saturday, December 18, 2010
happy birthday ah ma~!
seconds have just passed after my ah ma's birthday.
big aunt bought her a piece of chocolate cake, and we sang a simple birthday song.
lots of food. the soup was especially nice, chicken mushroom, fishball.
the taste was almost similar to how she used to cook it.
i wonder if she heard it.
maybe i will dream of her tonight if i just think of her hard enough before i fall asleep. and i would believe it's her coming back and seeing me.
and i'm starting to tear up again...
i miss you.
even though we hardly meet each other in recent years.
i still miss you.
now, more than ever.
big aunt bought her a piece of chocolate cake, and we sang a simple birthday song.
lots of food. the soup was especially nice, chicken mushroom, fishball.
the taste was almost similar to how she used to cook it.
i wonder if she heard it.
maybe i will dream of her tonight if i just think of her hard enough before i fall asleep. and i would believe it's her coming back and seeing me.
and i'm starting to tear up again...
i miss you.
even though we hardly meet each other in recent years.
i still miss you.
now, more than ever.
Friday, December 17, 2010
procrastination~!
just spent more than 2 hours laughing at youtube videos of 'whose line is it anyway'.
worth the time.
sometimes, when i don't have a clear direction of how to study for exams, i escape by humoring myself.
then when it gets too late, i tell myself to go to bed. like now.
worth the time.
sometimes, when i don't have a clear direction of how to study for exams, i escape by humoring myself.
then when it gets too late, i tell myself to go to bed. like now.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
送给男生女生的话..
女孩应该懂的：
1、一个女人如果第一眼就让男人想到性，那么她是很失败的。
2、当你从床上下来那一刻，你在他心中就开始贬值了。如果你把一切都给了现在的男友，那么，除了老公这个称呼你还能留给你未来的丈夫?
3、一个女人的品位在于她身边站着一个怎样品位的男人。女人一生最成功的事情之一，便是选了一个对的男人。
4、一个男人爱你的时候，你往往会感动于细节，同样，一个男人不爱你了，你也可以从细节中来发现。
5、想了解一个男人的好坏，先去看他身边是一群怎样的朋友。
6、女人的友情来的快，去的也快。其实男女感情远没有你跟姐妹的感情可靠，所以，珍惜你们之间的友情吧。
7、把买化妆品的钱去买两本好书，漂亮的容颜固然可以让人眼前一亮，丰富的内涵却能让人经久不忘。
8、虚伪的男人总倾向于喜欢你的容貌，真正的男人总倾向于爱你的内心。
9、男人没有你想象的那样好，可以真爱，但不要深爱，在爱情里为自己留个退路，否则受伤时会措手不及。
10、不要相信男人的甜言蜜语，面对喜欢的女孩时，不认识字的男人也会变成一个诗人。而诗人本来就不生活在现实中。
11、去发现一个有潜力的男人，往往比去傍大款更切合实际。并且你会更有成就感。
12、随时预防遇到色狼。必要时向他胯下踢，用力程度自己把握。
13、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，只有你自己。
14、爱情不是追来的，所以，永远不要认为被男孩追是理所当然的。但是，你对他的考验是必须的。
15、当一个清高的女孩遇到一个高傲的男孩时，总有一个人会卑微下来，但是如果可以, 不要把自己放得太低。
16、在爱情里，永远不要抱怨什么。
17、爱情，是需要用心经营的。恋爱也是一门艺术.
男孩应该懂的：
1、如果，你不能给她一个美好的未来，那么，请不要把她哄上床。
2、不能做到的，就不要承诺。男人，膝下有黄金，嘴里也有黄金，不要轻易答应什么，因为你可能会食言
3、把她的地位放在游戏之上，毕竟她是那个肯能会陪你一辈子的人，游戏只是消遣罢了。。
4、你可以为了父母去教训自己的爱人，但是不能为了爱人去背弃自己的父母。如果她对你父母一直不好，那么她可以离开了。
5、如果不是生在帝王富贵家，那么找女朋友，不要只看重她的长相，而要学会欣赏她的内涵。你找伴侣，不是在找情人，而应该是在找妻子。。
6、一个成功的男人身边，需要一个相对优秀的女人。而这种优秀，与她的容貌无关，与她的内涵相连。
7、哥们，如果不擅长讨女孩欢心，那就去讨自己的未来欢心吧。男人，不是来征服女人的，而是来征服世界的。
8、你一生担负的责任很多，但最重要的是四个，对自己的父母负责，对自己的未来负责，对自己的女人和感情负责，对这个世界负责。
9、不要总想着玩弄感情，小心它有天会玩弄了你。
10、物以类聚，人以群分，这句话对男人很贴切。跟上进的人交朋友，跟有人生品位的人交朋友，你会获益很多。
11、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，还有自己的女人和哥们，然后才是你自己。
12、爱情不是追来的。如果你死皮赖脸追求了很久，她却无动于衷，那么哥们，放下吧。有时，咱男人的尊严比一个女人更重要。。
1、一个女人如果第一眼就让男人想到性，那么她是很失败的。
2、当你从床上下来那一刻，你在他心中就开始贬值了。如果你把一切都给了现在的男友，那么，除了老公这个称呼你还能留给你未来的丈夫?
3、一个女人的品位在于她身边站着一个怎样品位的男人。女人一生最成功的事情之一，便是选了一个对的男人。
4、一个男人爱你的时候，你往往会感动于细节，同样，一个男人不爱你了，你也可以从细节中来发现。
5、想了解一个男人的好坏，先去看他身边是一群怎样的朋友。
6、女人的友情来的快，去的也快。其实男女感情远没有你跟姐妹的感情可靠，所以，珍惜你们之间的友情吧。
7、把买化妆品的钱去买两本好书，漂亮的容颜固然可以让人眼前一亮，丰富的内涵却能让人经久不忘。
8、虚伪的男人总倾向于喜欢你的容貌，真正的男人总倾向于爱你的内心。
9、男人没有你想象的那样好，可以真爱，但不要深爱，在爱情里为自己留个退路，否则受伤时会措手不及。
10、不要相信男人的甜言蜜语，面对喜欢的女孩时，不认识字的男人也会变成一个诗人。而诗人本来就不生活在现实中。
11、去发现一个有潜力的男人，往往比去傍大款更切合实际。并且你会更有成就感。
12、随时预防遇到色狼。必要时向他胯下踢，用力程度自己把握。
13、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，只有你自己。
14、爱情不是追来的，所以，永远不要认为被男孩追是理所当然的。但是，你对他的考验是必须的。
15、当一个清高的女孩遇到一个高傲的男孩时，总有一个人会卑微下来，但是如果可以, 不要把自己放得太低。
16、在爱情里，永远不要抱怨什么。
17、爱情，是需要用心经营的。恋爱也是一门艺术.
男孩应该懂的：
1、如果，你不能给她一个美好的未来，那么，请不要把她哄上床。
2、不能做到的，就不要承诺。男人，膝下有黄金，嘴里也有黄金，不要轻易答应什么，因为你可能会食言
3、把她的地位放在游戏之上，毕竟她是那个肯能会陪你一辈子的人，游戏只是消遣罢了。。
4、你可以为了父母去教训自己的爱人，但是不能为了爱人去背弃自己的父母。如果她对你父母一直不好，那么她可以离开了。
5、如果不是生在帝王富贵家，那么找女朋友，不要只看重她的长相，而要学会欣赏她的内涵。你找伴侣，不是在找情人，而应该是在找妻子。。
6、一个成功的男人身边，需要一个相对优秀的女人。而这种优秀，与她的容貌无关，与她的内涵相连。
7、哥们，如果不擅长讨女孩欢心，那就去讨自己的未来欢心吧。男人，不是来征服女人的，而是来征服世界的。
8、你一生担负的责任很多，但最重要的是四个，对自己的父母负责，对自己的未来负责，对自己的女人和感情负责，对这个世界负责。
9、不要总想着玩弄感情，小心它有天会玩弄了你。
10、物以类聚，人以群分，这句话对男人很贴切。跟上进的人交朋友，跟有人生品位的人交朋友，你会获益很多。
11、这个世界上，最值得你爱的，除了父母，还有自己的女人和哥们，然后才是你自己。
12、爱情不是追来的。如果你死皮赖脸追求了很久，她却无动于衷，那么哥们，放下吧。有时，咱男人的尊严比一个女人更重要。。
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
feeling sick, but better already~
i nearly lost myself to the flu a few days back. i'm guessing the 4-days marathon at the library was a bit too much. little water, constantly hungry... i'm better off at home with water, and most imptly, food. my metabolic rate is high, this's the reason i gave myself with my relatively high food intake and the quick dehydration i suffer without the constant supply of water into my system.
anyway, 1st paper yesterday. korean~! which i'm not really hopeful of a A- liao. haha.. lots of mistakes. and one question i was so frustrated with myself, mainly becuz it asked for the korean translation of 中秋. before, i thought the exam might come out with this question after i read the past year papers, but i didn't pay much attention to it. even though i wrote on the spelling paper i came up with, i didn't memorize it! tmd. 2 words, i only remember 추.... in the end i wrote 中秋. hahaha.. just to show my frustration during the paper. and that's 2 marks gone. maybe i would have gotten 1 mark if i wrote 추. then another thing, i wrote the number three wrongly. haiz... becuz i got influenced from my japanese language. damn. i don't really think and reason well when i'm not feeling well.
it was kinda pleasant to see a particular classmate before the paper, and zhiwei too. he was there fore malay. talked a bit before the start. during the exam, was feeling quite sianz, so i left the exam hall 30 mins before end. didn't feel like checking my answers also... reading korean isn't that easy... especially when there's a ton of words that wasn't even taught and they expect you to kinda understand agar agar the meaning by inferring from other words you are taught. a way to learn, but i don't think suitable for exams. 나 왼쪽에 여자 was a bit slow. when i was finished, she still haven't started on the last composition. i was thinking she wouldn't have the time to check her other questions. well, i left anyway. dinner was more impt than checking answers. think of it this way, it feels more terrible to check the answers with a stomach growling than suffering the guilt of not checking answers while eating dinner. tada.
oh ya, was invited back to company's christmas dinner even though i'm not part of it at the momeny. but she invited anyway. it actually goes to show how much she valued my presence, or at least i'm some sort of significance. this, i really appreciate. but sadly, my 2nd paper was till dinner time. got stats the next morning too, so can't go. i'm missing a free shangrila buffet which costs more than 40bucks/person just to do well in my stats. it better not disappoint me after the last time.
saw my first hindi movie, "three idiots", which i found kinda interesting after i watched part of it on youtube. the whole movie was really nice. the idea to take away from this inspirational movie is to pursue excellence, and success will chase after you. passion is the way to go.
psychology~!
anyway, 1st paper yesterday. korean~! which i'm not really hopeful of a A- liao. haha.. lots of mistakes. and one question i was so frustrated with myself, mainly becuz it asked for the korean translation of 中秋. before, i thought the exam might come out with this question after i read the past year papers, but i didn't pay much attention to it. even though i wrote on the spelling paper i came up with, i didn't memorize it! tmd. 2 words, i only remember 추.... in the end i wrote 中秋. hahaha.. just to show my frustration during the paper. and that's 2 marks gone. maybe i would have gotten 1 mark if i wrote 추. then another thing, i wrote the number three wrongly. haiz... becuz i got influenced from my japanese language. damn. i don't really think and reason well when i'm not feeling well.
it was kinda pleasant to see a particular classmate before the paper, and zhiwei too. he was there fore malay. talked a bit before the start. during the exam, was feeling quite sianz, so i left the exam hall 30 mins before end. didn't feel like checking my answers also... reading korean isn't that easy... especially when there's a ton of words that wasn't even taught and they expect you to kinda understand agar agar the meaning by inferring from other words you are taught. a way to learn, but i don't think suitable for exams. 나 왼쪽에 여자 was a bit slow. when i was finished, she still haven't started on the last composition. i was thinking she wouldn't have the time to check her other questions. well, i left anyway. dinner was more impt than checking answers. think of it this way, it feels more terrible to check the answers with a stomach growling than suffering the guilt of not checking answers while eating dinner. tada.
oh ya, was invited back to company's christmas dinner even though i'm not part of it at the momeny. but she invited anyway. it actually goes to show how much she valued my presence, or at least i'm some sort of significance. this, i really appreciate. but sadly, my 2nd paper was till dinner time. got stats the next morning too, so can't go. i'm missing a free shangrila buffet which costs more than 40bucks/person just to do well in my stats. it better not disappoint me after the last time.
saw my first hindi movie, "three idiots", which i found kinda interesting after i watched part of it on youtube. the whole movie was really nice. the idea to take away from this inspirational movie is to pursue excellence, and success will chase after you. passion is the way to go.
psychology~!
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