today went to ntu for some admin stuffz.
the day felt like crap.
maybe falling sick.
sang my heart out during my bath just now.
felt better.
going to uni, feels a little unsecured.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
cut my hair
now i feel lighter and cooler.
the most expensive haircut i've so far in my life. 14 bucks.
somehow, i think it's time for me to change.
my room is in a complete mess at the moment.
maybe will pack it during the weekends.
hall camp~
the most expensive haircut i've so far in my life. 14 bucks.
somehow, i think it's time for me to change.
my room is in a complete mess at the moment.
maybe will pack it during the weekends.
hall camp~
Monday, July 7, 2008
love
to me, love still remains as a faraway entity. it begins to dawn on me that forgetting wasn't one of my choices. and as i began to envy the love that was blooming in the old-school anime story plot, i'm reminded i was once in a story.
a beautiful girl you just met have you mesmerized as you tried to get close to her, understand her.
no one ever did have bad comments on the anime story, just that they have troubles coping with the ending. it's too close to reality for comfort, for an anime.
constrained, i felt myself trapped within.
but if i let loose, then what will i be then.
a beautiful girl you just met have you mesmerized as you tried to get close to her, understand her.
no one ever did have bad comments on the anime story, just that they have troubles coping with the ending. it's too close to reality for comfort, for an anime.
constrained, i felt myself trapped within.
but if i let loose, then what will i be then.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
need for bad
there are times when you feel super demoralized becuz you tasted the bitterness of defeat, a sense of inferiority.
today is one of those times. especially when i know i could have done better.
i wanna make it to the team.
i want to play badminton.
today is one of those times. especially when i know i could have done better.
i wanna make it to the team.
i want to play badminton.
Friday, June 27, 2008
back 3 days ago
the first thing that caught on me since i came back at the middle of the night is, we forgot to include dap in the class gifts. terribly sorry on this, so now let's hope she don't find out. although she kinda saw the photos on the gifts becuz i insensitively shown her that yesterday when she and vian came for a short visit. dumbz.
taiwan was fun. i like the eating part, not really the shopping part. i rather a relax holiday than a shopping spree holiday.
today is my last day at zouk as a part-timer. for 7/hr, i think i should find some other high-income job when the school holidays come along. it's just not really worth the time to do overnight, serve the customers, get shitz becuz the customers walked out on you, etc. the service line sux. although the colleagues are good. i still can't believe ron is 30+ years old. i thought she was around my age. -_-
however, will be still doing friday or maybe changing to wed night weekly. friday's like a sardine day. just keep squeezing in and out of the crowd raising your voice and saying "SORRY, EXCUSE ME!"
becuz vian and dap came by yesterday, once again i got reminded that my room was pretty boring. but if it's studying, i suppose my room can handle that. as well as some intimate snuggling. ;p
most probably will be visiting and if suitable, buying the castor board. hopefully the good and nice ones are under a hundred. tricks aside, it's quite a cool toy by itself already. john kept going on about this being a temporary hobby. said by the guy who bought a $80 female celebrity poster who has STD, and has to buy a new frame to put the poster becuz his old one can't fit.
maybe friends around me doesn't really know what turns me on. adrenaline. speed. a pity they don't really enjoy badminton, or love badminton as i do. but this castor board just might be the thing.
something that dap mentioned yesterday sparks me off about going to the camps. i'm having second thoughts.
everytime i take that out, i still can feel the hurt.
~having the courage to use your vocal and actions to ascertain all your doubts.
love, its other name may just be you.
taiwan was fun. i like the eating part, not really the shopping part. i rather a relax holiday than a shopping spree holiday.
today is my last day at zouk as a part-timer. for 7/hr, i think i should find some other high-income job when the school holidays come along. it's just not really worth the time to do overnight, serve the customers, get shitz becuz the customers walked out on you, etc. the service line sux. although the colleagues are good. i still can't believe ron is 30+ years old. i thought she was around my age. -_-
however, will be still doing friday or maybe changing to wed night weekly. friday's like a sardine day. just keep squeezing in and out of the crowd raising your voice and saying "SORRY, EXCUSE ME!"
becuz vian and dap came by yesterday, once again i got reminded that my room was pretty boring. but if it's studying, i suppose my room can handle that. as well as some intimate snuggling. ;p
most probably will be visiting and if suitable, buying the castor board. hopefully the good and nice ones are under a hundred. tricks aside, it's quite a cool toy by itself already. john kept going on about this being a temporary hobby. said by the guy who bought a $80 female celebrity poster who has STD, and has to buy a new frame to put the poster becuz his old one can't fit.
maybe friends around me doesn't really know what turns me on. adrenaline. speed. a pity they don't really enjoy badminton, or love badminton as i do. but this castor board just might be the thing.
something that dap mentioned yesterday sparks me off about going to the camps. i'm having second thoughts.
everytime i take that out, i still can feel the hurt.
~having the courage to use your vocal and actions to ascertain all your doubts.
love, its other name may just be you.
Monday, June 16, 2008
aviva 2008
zodi brought me to singapore indoor stadium for the aviva finals. hmmm.. the best match among the 5 finals was the mixed doubles. the others were kinda dull in comparsion. first time watching badminton tournament, first time watching aviva live, first time in indoor stadium. something tells me i'm lacking in experiences at the age of 20. well, it was a fun and interesting experience. although on the tv you can see more than you can if you're live at the stadium (i.e. slow motion, players facial expressions captured, commentators), but you can't feel the atmosphere from outside of the screen. only when you're sitting there, watching, then you can feel it. basically it's just different.
my weekends are gone so fast ever since i started the night job. my fridays and saturdays just zoomed past like they never even happened, as if i'm dreaming through reality.
i expect myself to get a little hectic while preparing stuffs for taiwan.
seriously thinking of getting the waveboard. currently still searching for other outlets that sell them other than downtown east.
btw, typing this post out now is becuz i can't fall asleep on bed for the past maybe.. 25 min.
my rash has spread to my face. i need treatment, very soon. acne + rash = horrible.
but it's rather fascinating how i can write letters on my own flesh. or weird.
happy father's day, dad.
didn't manage to attend chiu's commission which i was expecting to do so. i haven't even seen any commissioning parade yet. -_-" mine wasn't counted. i was in it, not watching it.
congras to him~
need to hydrate myself to prepare for taiwan. i'm expecting xiang ji pa every single day.
too much random thoughts around. hope i can get to sleep later.
got a recent crush on need for speed from vian. trying to torrent it, but it's taking kinda long. after 2 days.. it's like 1/5 done nia. but of cuz, it wasn't continous 2 days straight.
jas having her 21st birthday on 28 jun. got night cycling on that night also. haha.. see first. been quite some time since i've been to any bday parties. been missing a lot of them, really. her's at downtown east, maybe can take the chance to go down the shop and see the waveboard.
wanted to start on my projectz 21st yesterday. i got stuck typing out the first page. and it's JUNE!!! i'm like 4 months away from the deadline. ah... maybe i should name it 22nd. i'm so good at procastinating. it's just so natural.
sleepz.
my weekends are gone so fast ever since i started the night job. my fridays and saturdays just zoomed past like they never even happened, as if i'm dreaming through reality.
i expect myself to get a little hectic while preparing stuffs for taiwan.
seriously thinking of getting the waveboard. currently still searching for other outlets that sell them other than downtown east.
btw, typing this post out now is becuz i can't fall asleep on bed for the past maybe.. 25 min.
my rash has spread to my face. i need treatment, very soon. acne + rash = horrible.
but it's rather fascinating how i can write letters on my own flesh. or weird.
happy father's day, dad.
didn't manage to attend chiu's commission which i was expecting to do so. i haven't even seen any commissioning parade yet. -_-" mine wasn't counted. i was in it, not watching it.
congras to him~
need to hydrate myself to prepare for taiwan. i'm expecting xiang ji pa every single day.
too much random thoughts around. hope i can get to sleep later.
got a recent crush on need for speed from vian. trying to torrent it, but it's taking kinda long. after 2 days.. it's like 1/5 done nia. but of cuz, it wasn't continous 2 days straight.
jas having her 21st birthday on 28 jun. got night cycling on that night also. haha.. see first. been quite some time since i've been to any bday parties. been missing a lot of them, really. her's at downtown east, maybe can take the chance to go down the shop and see the waveboard.
wanted to start on my projectz 21st yesterday. i got stuck typing out the first page. and it's JUNE!!! i'm like 4 months away from the deadline. ah... maybe i should name it 22nd. i'm so good at procastinating. it's just so natural.
sleepz.
Friday, June 13, 2008
thursday boredom
yes i'm free on tuesdays and thursdays. i kept getting the "ain't you working today?" qns.
last min mahjong plus skateboarding at vian's house. getting better. not at mahjong, but at the skateboard.
lost again at mj. she's right. being 7x7=49 days away from my birth date, she's jinxing me somehow. 克心.
maybe i'll buy the skateboard, if i can find more tricks.
weiliang left for... frank.. something tonight. to find dice. reminded me of fos (full of shit).
feeling is getting stronger. is it possible? hmmm.. i believe some ppl are borned spiritual, or rather with some special abilities. i'm trying to see if i have any.
mum mentioned that the baby is behaving like me when i was young. and i showed them that he wasn't like me, he's better. and he keeps biting anything that comes along, including my fingers, and the blue glowing ball on my bed. i think he kinda likes the blue ball. more or less, feel like breast (round, can squeeze, around that size)
last min mahjong plus skateboarding at vian's house. getting better. not at mahjong, but at the skateboard.
lost again at mj. she's right. being 7x7=49 days away from my birth date, she's jinxing me somehow. 克心.
maybe i'll buy the skateboard, if i can find more tricks.
weiliang left for... frank.. something tonight. to find dice. reminded me of fos (full of shit).
feeling is getting stronger. is it possible? hmmm.. i believe some ppl are borned spiritual, or rather with some special abilities. i'm trying to see if i have any.
mum mentioned that the baby is behaving like me when i was young. and i showed them that he wasn't like me, he's better. and he keeps biting anything that comes along, including my fingers, and the blue glowing ball on my bed. i think he kinda likes the blue ball. more or less, feel like breast (round, can squeeze, around that size)
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